Hi there. Thankyou both for your readings..
Gem:
This card can signify a time when energy is low and you are feeling a constant battle to find yourself and your purpose. You have support but they do not know how to help you, perhaps meditation will help? Perhaps dreams will come to you and give you your answers? Rest and take time for yourself and before long you will find new energy and a new wisdom
I can relate to this.. I have been meditation quite well for six months or so and now am finding it hard to get back into it.
Following on with the same theme, we have Temperance, judging and keeping a safe balance between your thoughts and those of others, be careful that you are not unduly influenced from an unrealiable source. Make sure that decisions you make are yours, and that you can live with them happily. You have lots of opportunites to learn and open yourself up to higher levels of consciousness. You want to be a good student but you feel you might be too staid and fixed in your ways and you question everything from your experiences. The Sun shines on your life right now, but like all things the sun has to take time off and rest, but we live safe and sound knowing that the sun will return tomorrow. Things will still be there in the morning. The Tower can show that we are feeling supressed, that our talents are going unheralded and unthanked. Be strong and things will come back to you, even though you may feel like exploding at times, keep that strength and inner fire controlled and do not show those feelings, they can be mistaken for ego or pride and may well be taken the wrong way.
Yes.. things will change in approximately six weeks in which I am sure will make all the difference.
We have a strong male influence creeping in, someone that smiles on you and brings joyous news, perhaps a celebration? Remember to have fun and to enjoy what you do, we all have to make sure that our inner self is pampered and happy or that inner light cannot shine out for all to see. At times it might be hard, confusion or drepression may set in but you will fight and win and before long you will be back in control and smiling for all the world to see.
This is interesting

I look forward to it!!
Thanks again Gem.

Appreciate it.