Hi,
I was leaning over to pick up my tarot cards when without looking I picked up my Wolf Song Healing cards. I hve given you a reading from then as I feel that they might have the message you are searching for? I hope this is ok.
You, Red Wolf,
Wolves are seen as teachers in Native American beliefs. Each animal can help us cope with life by learning how they adapt and how they have had to learn efficient ways of living succesfully with their different shapes and forms and talents and surroundings. The Red Wolf is a wise teacher that can signify changes that are unexpected. He will change direction instantly without warning and dart back on his prey, always staying downwind, as the wind changes so does he, but the changes are all for the good and make him very succesful, perhaps you have something to pass on to others? Perhaps you should look into teaching and sharing your experiences and your story in some way?
Energies you need,
Squirrel, Turtle, Jaguar and Rabbit.
Squirrel loves the warmer times when food is in abundance, he makes his nest cosy and chooses wisely when to eat and when to stay hidden. He stores his harvest and hides it so noone else can find it. Perhaps you have issues with food or nourishment? The squirrel has lessons to teach about organisation, storing and keeping a balance between having enough to eat and eating too much. He eats in the safety of the high branches away from his nest so that the crumbs and nutshells give no clue to where he is, but instead fall to the ground among many.
The Turtle may be very slow and cumbersome on land but in water he can swim and speed along with the fastest. He just needs to be safe and secure in his element or he withdraws into his shell and stays there till he stops sulking and feels happy enough to come out again. You have a soft warm inside that you keep hidden, rarely daring to share your deepest emotions with others unless you feel really safe. On the other hand sometimes you trust too easily, because you have no fear and know you can withdraw at any time and people will understand.
The Jaguar, built for speed, effortless in catching prey silently sweeping ontop of them without a noise, silent and swift, the killer also knows when to be gentle nurturing the family and keeping them safe away from harm. The Jaguar also rests at the heat of the day and sometimes can be found basking in the sun in the thickest tree boughs, so when he wakes he is ready to drop down onto his unsuspecting prey. Rest and then exercise and then rest again, conserving energy and using it wisely, the jaguar knows that he has a limit to his reserves and must not wear himself out too much.
Rabbits are well kown for their sensitive nose, they are always on guard, one rabbit will keep watch and the others will eat, sometimes causing a distraction so that others can flee and sacrificing themself unwittingly. Rabbits are very sensitive to pressures and sounds and vibrations from the earth, perhaps you might find that rabbit can teach you how to meld and blend into your surrounding so you don't feel watched all the time? Perhaps rabbit can teach you how they never give up, they win by numbers, its not the individual its the greater good of the burrow. There will always be more rabbits to follow on, and there is safety in numbers. You are not alone, you have support and if you don't ask for help you will still be backed up by unseen hands and helped by the system. Rabbits also play, they have fun, they bob and jump and nibble and box, they play with others and keep a strong sense of fun. There is always a place for more laughter and fun in our lives
Gem x