Hi Gypsy,
I didn't want you to think I had ignored your request, we have talked in other areas of the forum and so I feel that perhaps any full tarot reading that I gave you might be biased, so instead I have pulled you some oracle cards. Hope thats ok.
From The Goddess Guidance Cards
Damara, Guiding Children - You are good at helping, counselling and healing children. Use your skills to help children now. With any illness there are always good parts and bad parts, perhaps by knowing that you can help guide others through the minefield of information, doctors and hospital visits and pass on what you have learnt you might feel that you are doing something worthwhile? That some good can come from all this?
Mary Magdalene - Unconditional Love. Love yourself, you have done nothing wrong, it is not your fault, these things can just happen, if you love yourself then you will find that smiles come from others much more readily, be bright and as cheerful as you can and before long you will feel that way too, you have to have faith and trust in yourself, you are doing the right thing, you are taking the right route to healing yourself. Finding out all you can and sharing it with others is a very important stage in any healing, accepting and realising that your prayers are being heard and that you will get the results you want.
Ixchel, Medicine Woman, You are a channel for Divine Healing power. Well there is the answer to the reiki question? Ixchel uses the power of nature and the power of the Earth to heal, she draws strength up through her feet and down through her crown and then she feels the energy spread throughout herself balancing and healing and making her strong. Maybe look at the Native American ways of healing with plants and herbs and meditation, crystals and chants? Learn about the innner you and ask for guidance from within. There are many exercises you can do simply and safely by yourself at home, look at my blog for hints on channeling in energy too.
Any questions let me know
Gem xx
{{{{Gypsy}}}}