can i ask for advise..on career..though my mom is against me going abroad to look for work, i'm still want to pursue it for my own sake..
i'm actually more afraid that i might end up disappointed because i might be able to find one there...although i have a good degree background, my experience in work is not a hard basis to get noticed..
i seem to get a feeling that i need to do it now than later, not sure if what i'm feeling is right..
anyone can read for me?
thank you!

Hi Questor,

I have drawn  the following cards for you,

You, Justice
You are a very fair person you want to see good in all things and to keep balance and not rock the boat, you worry about upsetting others and know that if you act hastily you might regret it. You are filled with a golden light that shines favourably on you and you will be successful because as long as you have your heart in it you will show determination and stamina and give it your best shot.  

Go
Governing card, Wheel of Fortune ( lol very apt!)
Support cards, The Magician, Death, Hanging Man.

These cards surround the path that you might take if you decide to go, The Governing card is very apt, The Wheel of Fortune, it can spin and show your fate. However you can spin the wheel and walk away, not looking back and decide your own fate too. There is another aspect to the Wheel, it can spin in time too, so your question about now or later might be one that the wheel can shed light on. The support cards look a little scary at first, but The Magician has all power at his fingertips, he can master all energies in the universe, he just knows inside what is right and knows how to use the powers to help the greater good. Perhaps you have strengths inside you that you have yet to discover? Perhaps there are things that you have learnt already that will help you make an informed decision? Reserach and learning are two key points here, Explore and gain knowledge of the area you are thinking about, be careful that you don't overlook things, use that brain and that computer. Have you been ignoring one place in favour of another? What if things changed and friends weren't there? Would that affect your choice?
The Death card sits next to The Magician, a change will happen! Well of course it will if you take this side of the cards and decide to go abroad lol. But what else might death be telling us? Change is inevitable on this course. We have to let things go, we have to say goodbye to some aspects of this life of safety and familiarity before we can give our heart to the new life. Things to think about there, would you be happy so far away from home? Can you say goodbye or perhaps au revoir and still concentrate on your new venture? Then The Hanging Man, self sacrifice, well we know by going you might find it difficult, new contacts to be made, new places to visit and alot of new surroundings, giving up the comfort of a warm stable home life, be sure that the gain is worth it before you leap and burn bridges, perhaps you can leave a way back or would that lessen your determination?

Stay,
Governing card, The Empress
The Empress is a beautiful card, a card that encompasses everything female, fertility, growth, nurturing and above all family.  A huge hug from The Empress is whats showing here, your family are obviously very caring and full of love but they don't seem to show it very often holding back in a regal sort of way?

Supporting cards, Temperance, The Tower, The Sun.
Ahhh Temperance, balance and justice rolled into one, keeping things on an even keel, not rocking that boat again, persuading others not to act in ways that may harm , and keeping many thoughts to yourself. That is echoed in The Tower, the power and energy that you hold so tightly within you is wanting to burst out, You so want to expand and do more, you feel that you are trapped and perhaps get bored at mundane and safe life? You want something to happen but you aren't sure what, you just know there has to be more to life than this. Have you thoughtof exploring more in your away from work life? New hobbies or pursuing sports? There is a power showing here that is untamed and wants to break free, Maybe it is time to look for a new job something to keep you content and happy and challenged? The Sun shines on the Tower and everything looks bright and rosy again, there is a peaceful happiness that follows after a storm, a burst of electrical energy that thunders to all around making them realise that they are almost having to sit on you to keep you down, perhaps if they loosened their grip you might fly free and then return of your own will, and be content to have the life that you can all choose together?

So , no clear answer, but perhaps some questions that might give you some answers to think about?

Let me know if you would like any clarification, good luck in your choice

wait, can i recap?
so if i decide to go..ill be having unexpected turns in life (risk) ..if i stay..it's safe? i mean..steady stable?

hmm i guess i need to think about things carefully, i might pursue going abroad for the sake of no what ifs in life..if i get unlucky or something..at least ive tried..ill take the blows of that aftermath ( maybe a lot of i-told-u-so from my brother)

argh..i just want change..right now, i do fear...but my come what may attitude is keeping me grounded..
hopefully i can keep my heart on one decision and stick to it..thanks!