a three card spread with 4 cards on each position, past, present and future.
i drew for Past:
Judgement, King of Swords(R), IV of cups(R) and Death.
its intresting to see Judgement as the first card to end with Death. in the middle we have a king that holds his sword's handle to his chest (heart) but the blade is pointed not above him but away. what is he thinking? And on the King we have the IV of Cups. you have three cups but now a fourth is being offered but you still are looking at the three on the ground. your missing the fourth being offered. Remember these are all the past that has gotten you to the present (today). Also, they are saying how you are feeling and not how things might be. You started a new relationship with a man that holds part of himself to himself but your not sure what he is thinking. You have what you want but now thinking that there may be more but you don't really want something new. the past spread ends with Death as if your thinking that this realtionship might be coming to and end.
for the Present:
Justice, IX of Wands(R), X of Cups(R) and Ace of Cups.
you feel from the past that things may be coming to an end but now with Justice you must make a choose between what your feeling and what is real. In the IX of Wands you look beaten and tired as you grasp to one of the nine wands. so many wands to choose from what is right for me? The X cups on top of your battle on top of your decision is a happy card with a male and female with two small children playing under a colorful rainbow as they rejoice under it but the card is reversed. your choose here in the present is clear that your thinking long term and on top of that is the ACe of Cups the beginning of a union that will now lead us the future part of the spread.
I drew for Future:
IV of Pentacles(R), VI of Swords, IX of Cups VII of Cups.
WE see a man sitting with coin on head, coin in lab and feet planted on the last two coins reversed. where now at a point that this man is not as soild as you would have him esepcially with money issues. on him we see a man rowing a women and child away from us and this card is reversed too which are facing you if you where sitting here with me. you would see yourself looking at nine swords and it would look troublesome because of the all the thinking you have done in the past, present and now in the future. on top of that is IX of cups. You will have the chance of a positive choose coming from the Cups. The cups that hold water, blood, spit, love and life, the fruit of all our thoughts and labor. they are all within your reach for the taking, drinking, or spilling. and our last card is another cup but reversed facing you of 7 cups filled with many wonderful and scary things. The cups are yours the blanked out man is you know who. He has chooses too and hs chooses are going to come from you last card and the chooses you make from then he'll have to choose from the cups that is before that you laid out for me.
The good thing out of the twelve cards i drew is that no women came up that might have been a threat to you all we are seeing are negative thoughts by you and maybe some money issues and a lack of trust or doubt you are having it may all be just you with some very real issues mixed in that adds to the confusions you are feeling. What you are feeling is a real part of the human condition and we all have those feelings, i'm having them right now too in my realtionship, but i choose to see it as if something real happens then i will deal with but for now it is what it is because for me there is a trust issues involved in my own fear. and what my point is that we all feel these things at times in realtionships but sometimes they are founded and sometimes we are just having a bad feelings. make some positive chooses and that will get you to that last card VII of cups and his chooses maybe a positive outcome for you and him.
also i would like to see this cards feel very close to the past, present and future. the past is recent past as in days not so much weeks or months, the presents feels like today or the day you posted your request and the future is not clear on the realtionship because there is still work to do along your path. Create a positive path for yourself! its in your hands right now!
let me know what you think and in the near future we can do a follow up spread and see what is working out for you sense now your path is going to be influences by the cards we've laid today!
