Hi there I'm Jenny, 25 years old married mum of 2 step-kids and 2 of our own children, I was wondering if i could please have a reading done to help give some guidance i feel as though everything starting to get to me and that am losing control over certain areas in life such as, marriage -will it last? is it worth it? how is this affecting my children?, parent with long term illness -have i done the right thing? also concerns with brother will he be ok?
In general i know i am extremely lucky to have the life i do as i know of many others who have nothing, i appreciate life and what i have been given but i feel as though stuck at cross roads
any reading given would be greatly appreciated with thanks and love Jenny xx

Past: 9 of Swords

Conscious decisions. Things may not be as bad as they seem to be. It reminds you that even the smallest thing can make a huge difference at times. You may go through a period of stress and worry. You may also be miserable about certain losses. The worst has past and you need to let go of it. Unfortunately, this card shows a dreadful time of anxiety and stress. You may be suffering because you feel victimized; equally, you may have recently endured an illness. In both cases your resistance is low and your resilience thwarted. Draw upon all your reserves of determination to see you through.


Experience from the Past : 4 of Wands

Completion. Celebration of success, peace, relaxation, satisfaction. This is a time for enjoying the rewards of your hard work.  You are very innovative and creative. You like all the finer things in life. You will have a well settled home and a prosperous and happy life. There is chance of a romantic relationship. You may have a reason to celebrate and lot of holidays. This is the time to take rest and relax. Reaping creative reward for innovative pursuits and a consolidation of your achievements. This card foretells a broadening and enjoyment of your lifestyle, so it can indicate putting down roots or moving to a larger home. Socially, you enjoy the company of friends and family.

Present: The Hermit

Deepening into inner world, care, temporal loneliness. Spiritual search. Guidance & wisdom. A time of withdrawal and stillness to meditate and reflect. The Hermits knowledge is of both this world and the next. He is the enlightened teacher who patiently waits for those students who are ready to seek him out. He is the sage to whom others look for advice. He realises that he can never possibly know all there is to know. What he knows is but a drop of water in the vast sea of universal knowledge. It is a time of maturity and sorting out what really matters in your life. Looking to the Light for guidance. He carries the staff of wisdom the knowledge of the lessons that he has mastered.

Where your concern should be: Page of Swords

Clarification, probably through struggle.  Concerning a person: young, discoverer, studying the outer world. Infantile, dependent. You are full of grace and diplomacy. You are assertive and won’t take things lying down. You are sharp minded and do not fall for just anything. You may receive some news on the legal front. You are good negotiator and very understanding with people. The Page can bring good tidings and mentors. Eager to learn and progress, his intelligence shines and he is a shrewd judge of character. He is no fool, so the message of this card is to muster your wits and stay one step ahead in disputes and negotiations.
Grace and understanding is what your main concern should be.

Future: King of Cups

Good advice, help. Concerning a person: creative, reliable, mature, kind, indulgent to others and generous. You are a business man to the core. You are a kind and considerate person. You do not run away from responsibility. You are a great leader. You are a skilled negotiator and seeker of power. A negotiator with authority and quiet confidence, the King shows the resolving of difficulties under firm administration. He makes an excellent business person and patron of the arts, and is an intuitive ruler. However, he may at times appear remote or slightly uncomfortable. As a symbol of a situation, he can indicate that mastering your emotions will not make you happy.

Changes that occur: 2 of Swords

Peace, balanced forces, firmness. Superficial harmony. This represents a stale mate situation. You have still not decided which course of action you should follow. You are trying to gain time by stalling. Indecision may lead to trouble. Can be interpreted as a balancing act. You must consider carefully the position of someone with whom you are negotiating, whether an intimate or a business partner. A successful outcome is possible, but this relies on fairness and reason. An overly emotional approach will not be helpful to you now.

What to pay attention to: 2 of Cups

Love. Passion, understanding, affinity. Possible meaning - good feelings to oneself. Now is the time to reach an agreement and call it a truce. Your husband may be someone who is very much unlike you. Be clear about what you expect from a relationship.  This is also an auspicious card for creative partnerships, and friendships at this time will be rewarding. Agreements are reached harmoniously.


What to disregard: 8 of Swords

Interference. Criticism, control, distortion, wrong understanding from those around. You may suffer from a restricted course of action.  You may suffer from severe weakness or temporary illness. You may feel bound and trapped in some situation but you have the skills to get out this problem. Indicates lies and mistrust, which can manifest as difficult dealings with a dangerous opponent. Hemmed in and confronted, you will need excellent tactics in order to win, and you may resort to outright cunning. The message is to fight hard for what belongs to you.

Overal Advice: 3 of Cups

Abundance. Solution of problems, healing, successful conclusion. Your hidden talents will be discovered. You may be lucky in love. You are a hospitable and sensitive person. This signifies blooming of a new relationship. This is the time for celebration and family outings.  Your intuition will become clearer. A relationship progresses and love grows. This card can herald the birth of a child or a project close to your heart. It also signifies healing, so you will soon be feeling rejuvenated and recovered. Also signals wonderful social events and significant celebrations, such as christenings and weddings.

thank u for my reading i have reached my decisions will just have to hope for the best thank u again with luv and light jenny xx

thank u for my reading i have reached my decisions will just have to hope for the best thank u again with luv and light jenny xx