Hi Sabisha
I laid out a relationship spread with my Haindl Tarot Deck, and this is your reading.
I drew three past cards and then another for confirmation, they show that you have had a very hard time in the past with relationships, there were problems and arguments with a father figure, someone in authority, someone that had control over you and that you wanted to look up to but they let you down through no fault of your own, you are not to blame, you did nothing wrong. You were very unhappy and tried to run away and hide from the experience, You could see what you wanted but it slipped away from your hands and you were left wondering why me?
Gradually things have been changing, there is a definate positive feel to your life now, you look towards the sunshine and a new relationship is going to blossom, be patient take your time, things will happen but probably far too slowly for you, you want to take the direct route and dive straight in but sometimes it is best to let things take their course and let old wounds heal before you run.
In your future cards there is the possibilitiy of anything you want to do, you have the world at your beck and call, a strong support system that comes from two females you help you and give you guidance and knowledge. By this time you have got rid of all that old baggage and karma that was following you and you emerge bright and confident and happy, towards the autumn there is a wonderful celebration a victory for you over your past. All you need it patience and trust and to take things slow
Thank-you for letting me read for you