Ok,George, here I go....but before I do the reading, I have to say that to stay board certified, I have to follow my own code of ethics. In my code, I do not do future
readings, but I will ask what the Universe wants you to know about your career situation.  This was a very tough reading for me. I am drained. I do hope it answers some of your questions.
I picked nine cards for you using the Cosmic Tarot.

Hanged Man, reversed; 7 wands, 5 cups
The cards are telling me that you are mentally and emotionally drained from this situation. Time to let go of the worry because you don't seem to enjoy your job as much
as it appears. Maybe you just don't like the constant struggling (7wands), even though you are very good at your job.

An older woman who has passed on is sending you her love. You were very close.

7 cups; 7 swords; princess of pentacles, reversed
More struggles at work (you got every pip 7). The princess of pentacles brings news of finances. Here she is reversed so the news is not so good. Perhaps your company hasn't made a definite decision yet. This job just differs so much from what your ideal job is. Meditate on that.

2 cups reverse; judgement, reversed; 7 pentacles
I don't see a committment here from your place of employment. From the 7 pentacles and the judgement reversed, combined, looks like you could make a good living at this, but do you want to? The judgement card calls on you to reassess your career goals.

I drew an extra card for clarification:Eight of pentacles: In this card, a light is shining down from near a woman's third eye, lighting up a bouquet of pentacles with a rose in it. You have a good idea of what you want to spend your life doing, and there is a strong possibilty of making good money.

for sure emotional drain and just plan tired of it all!

as of yet i'm not sure who this maybe but all the love is accepted without guestion.



Not too shock of more struggles at work it is a company that doesn't know of its own faith yet thats for sure!  Yes, the job does differ from what my ideal job is.  i work to pay the bills and i work there because i love the people i work with (well most of them) and that is hard to find when you are trying to make ends-meet.    



The cards don't see a committment nor do i!  i could live comfortable and settle with it.  as for career goals I have been thinking about it for awhile but haven't found the answers yet!



yeah, the ideal i've been thinking about i might be able to change a make a life change and good money but it all seems so far away and too new to change right now!  but i am working on it goddness and god only knows if i will found the strength in me if that is the path i choose.

ttyl
george

got a call from my boss friday and i get to go back to work monday (5/12) probably most likly for only two weeks because that is the training period that they have set up.