Hi,
Sorry to hear you are feeling down, I do hope you feel better soon
Don't forget that tarot does not tell the future, it shows the possible paths that may happen. Sometimes just by giving a reading the future is changed, nothing is set in stone, we all have freewill.
Here is your reading:-
You are lost and wandering and unclear where to go and who to turn to. But you have some very strong guardians working for you, they are keeping you safe and slowly showing you which path to take. There is a wise owl in this card that is telling me you have many decisions to make right now, and haven't a clue where to start? The card is light and bright and there is a lot of hope behind a hazy mist, so I feel that with the right guidance you will be able to move on and be successful in whatever you choose to do. But, this will be a rocky road, one that has a few obstacles and a few setbacks, but all the time there is a positive move forward

A chance will come your way and It would be best to seize it and dive in without thinking, you will need to be swift or the opportuinty will be lost. There is a special friend that will be very close to you and that you will trust and enjoy being with.
There are lots of happy times ahead and as you find out more about yourself and what you really want to do you will become more secure and confiident and this will change your whole life for the better. Sit and think and then decide. Before long the answers will come and you will be able to celebrate and party.
Thank-you for letting me read for you, look forward to any feedback you have
Gem