Hi Lilac
Just laid out a few cards for you: Using The DruidCraft Deck
1 - You ~ 4 of Pentacles
2 - Him ~ King Of Swords
3 - The Past ~ Princess Of Swords
4 - The Present ~ The High Priest Reversed (Hierophant)
5 - The Future ~ 4 Of Wands
You~ 4 Of Pentacles
Hmm Im feeling here that you have a feeling of insecurity about your love, you want to hold onto him and can even be a little jealous/possessive. You want to feel secure with this person.
Him ~ King Of Swords
He doesnt tend to let his emotions show a lot of the time, this doesnt mean that he doesnt "feel" just that he is more reserved. He does have high expectations of people & is a good advisor to those around him.
The Past: Princess Of Swords
The realtionship has been mentally stimulating for both of you, he has been somewhat of a challenge at times as he can be alittle aloof or distant. There has been lots of communication , emails etc . The relationship felt like a breath of fresh air for both parties.
The Present: The High Priest (R)
There is a need at present for both of you to accept differences between you, opinions/wants/needs etc -You are feeling rebellious in a way. You are a good combination if you can work together to iron out any differences.
The Future: 4 Of Wands
A good future card: Try to accept what "is" and enjoy it

There is a lot of satisfaction still to come in this relationship. Progression forward is the key here. There is to be a widening of your social circle & a celebration of sorts to attend. Have confidence in yourself & why this person cares for you. Be Happy!!
MM