Wondering what my love life has in store for me?? My name is Paula and my DOB is 2-12-69. I'm slender, 5'2, have wavy, brown hair/eyes.

I have recently had 2 dreams about the same person. I have begun dating again and I went out with a nice guy in finance a few months ago. Unfortunately, I have not seen this guy again to my disappointment. My first dream I am walking in a park with this guy holding hands and we're observing a wedding taking place. I'm telling him about my recent guests (which I did have recently.) My second dream includes my deceased cousin, with whom I was very close to. (I've had just a handful of dreams w/ my cousin. ) He died 4 years ago. In this dream I am talking on the phone, on a business call of some sort, and I tell my cousin that my "boyfriend" works in finance. My cousin tells me to look up this guy's address on the computer?? So-what do my dreams mean? Basically, what does my love life have in store for me?

I actually did two readings...the cards were not clear enough with the last future card so I added another card. You fear failure in the relationship: however, you will not know until you actually contact that person again. I suggest you contact that person. Even if there is failure you know that there is closure in the relationship. (Probably due to competition)

Card 1 - Past
This represents certain events in the past which have influenced the present condition. These events are responsible for the current events surrounding the asked question or current situation.

Two of Wands - Reversed
You may gain money through illegal means. You may lose faith in yourself and cause the same to happen in others. Your ambition may be bad for your own future. You may avoiding responsibilities and be pessimistic about life in general. Impatience may not be good for you.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               
Card 2 - Present
This card represents the present state surrounding some current event or situation. This may also be the problems and obstacles that the person may have to face.

The Chariot
You may see success soon. Have a positive outlook towards life and keep away from negative people.  Perseverance is the key to your success. You will be able to overcome your adversaries due to you decisiveness. This is a good time for travel.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               
Card 3 - Future
This card represents the future outcome of the present circumstances or events that may lead to the outcome.

The Emperor
This is the time to organize yourself and plan your actions. Take your time and then make your decisions. Logic and reasoning are the only things that will help you achieve your goals. Competitiveness, common sense, authority and power are seen. Wealth and stability are also seen in the near future.

Card 4:  This represents the most important factor that affects the issue in hand.

Judgement - Reversed
This is a period of stagnation. You may fear failure and thus try to delay it by taking no decisions. Your health may not be too good. You may also develop a fear towards death. You also suffer from a feeling of guilt for your actions.