I was wondering if someone could do a reading for me.
I guess my question is when is my life going to get started?

I just graduated from college, have a wonderful family whom I love very much, as well as wonderful friends... I am working a job I enjoy but I don't know if they are going to hire me full time or if I need to start looking for more work. Also my love life is... well non-existant to tell the truth..
But regardless of that, I have so much and am very grateful, but my life is not at all like I envisioned... I feel so stagnant and lonely at times.

Is anything major on the horizon for me?

Hi Skrapila,

I will start with a word I know very well "complacency." Throughout our lives it doesn't matter how well we are doing, complacency is too easy a trap to fall into.
Yes we all look for that special Love-one to come along and sweep us of our feet, it happens more in films than in real life.
And one thing is for sure, your life started many years ago, you just didn't notice when it started. There is no big bang and then the race is on, you know. Your life started when you where born and it's up to you to keep it going. Sitting at home every night and thinking when will this happen and when will that happen, never helped anything happen to anyone. If you truly want something new in your life, then....
You have to go and look for it, because it certainly won't come looking for you.

A major change in your life is about to happen in the coming months. It might not be what you want, but that change may just open your eyes to something new. You seem to have a lack of focus at the moment. Everyone has to have a plan in life and if you don't have a plan, then how can you move forwards.
Find something new to occupy your mind and interests, even if it's just posting things on the forum. Someone is bound to give you some ideas and maybe the right idea could come out of the blue and shock the pants of you.

You have landed yourself in a deep rut at the moment and you need to climb out of it. The only way you can do that is to take hold of yourself and focus on something positive that can give you something to believe in and hold onto.

I want you to do something for me please? If you don't mind that is.
Repeat the following phrase three times over and over again before you go to sleep at night. "I am positive and I believe in me." You can repeat this as many times as you want, anywhere you want, in you head preferably. Now do that for a week and watch the changes that happen. This mantra is for you. NO ONE ELSE. It won't work for them just yet.

Well good look and maybe you might give me an update in a week.

Regards
Cybee

Thanks for giving me a reading... I will be sure to keep you updated!