Thank you so much, cedars.
I will try everything you've suggested, especially asking to be surrounded by the light and love of higher spirits and my guardian angels. Up to this point I've only called upon the energies of the universe, which I guess it a little too broad.
I've also been told that laying my deck out in the sunlight for an hour or so is good to "renew" or "refresh" the energies in the cards. I have yet to do this.. maybe I'll give it a shot and see if that should help with my icky stomach feeling when I read them.
It's funny that you should mention energy healing. I think I will do that.. I could definitely use a cleansing. I've had a reiki treatment once before, a few years ago, and don't think I'd ever felt better than I did after it was all said and done.
Is there an Angel deck that you recommend? Although I do like my cards, I have seen others that I feel would be better suited for me. I suppose I can just go into the store and see what stands out to me.
Thanks for the offer to participate in tarot lessons.. I'll look into that. ;) Thanks again!
(Holy deja vu .. just sayin'!)