Ive been practicing with the tarot for about a year. I have learned alot and grown through them and they have predicted major life changes for me; but recently, i have been either a bit too biased and/or unable to even understand what they are talking about. I also recently had a massive change in the way i must live my life due to parental ignorance and they burned my Gothic Tarot of the vampire deck (which has been the best deck ive had) and now i have a new(week-two week old) deck (the fantasy deck) and im still getting to know them. Im not sure if this new relationship could be what is causing the confusion or if theyre (dare i say) lieing or confused themselves(i know they dont lie but for lack of a better term i guess). But it would be amazing if i could get either someone to do a personal reading for me(if thats possible over the internet because i know that the reading needs my energy but who knows...) or if they could interpret what i was given from my deck. Im currently in a relationship and due to my own neurotic tendencies my tarot have nearly heard nothing from me other than clarification over this romance. But my name is Khrys (im new so i figure ill introduce myself) and my "fiance's" name is Mike, and because i cant seam to be content with or except our beautiful relationship and i seam to have to find something wrong with it; i asked how he feels about me (kinda stupid to ask after being together for 6 months but eh) and I got:
(there is no spread i just pulled out X amount of cards)

The Emperess,3 of wands, The Devil, The Emporer,6 of cups, and The Knight of wands.

And I also did a future Love spread (because we are planning on getting married in a year and a half and i was curious)where the placements mean:1)the future 2)changes 3)causes 4)change type 5)need to understand 6)outcome
And in this i got:
1)Ace of Pentacles
2)Queen of Wands
3)The world
4)Lovers
5)9 of cups
6)Justice

I know im crazy haha but ill bring good to your site (not that its not already amazing :D) buti just need a little reassurance. I wasnt sure if i was to put this in the tarot sect or the "I Need a Hug" but this seamed to fit. If im a nusiance just tell me and ill be sure to keep it to myself but anyone willing to help me out will receive a mass amount of appreciation. I just need the answers and closure i guess.
My Name is Khrys but you all may call me Aiden and ill post a new members thread also :D.

Hello Aiden,
  I'm glad that the tarot have been such a help to you, and I'd love to help you out in this situation.  However, it's not really ethical to do a reading for someone without his or her permission.  You really shouldn't be asking how your fiance feels... you can ask about the things that are holding you back, perhaps, or maybe forces that may have an impact on your relationship, etc.  I don't feel comfortable analyzing the reading about your fiance's feelings.

Let me take a look at your future love spread, though... before I analyze it, can you just let me know if any of the cards were reversed?  I'm wondering particularly about The World.  Could you also give me a quick description of how The World looks in your deck?  When I hear back from you, I'll fill you in on the reading as a whole.  I definitely want to tell you what it shows to me, but I want to make sure it is based on the right things.  If you don't remember if anything was reversed, I'll just analyze it anyway.... or perhaps they were all upright.  I hope to hear from you soon!




Best of energy to you

Hi Aiden,

I've done the first part for you.

As you can tell from my reading of your cards, below, and probably by a lot of other things too, your boyfriend thinks the world of you.

Great Wishes,
David

The Empress, 3 of wands, The Devil, The Emperor, 6 of cups, and The Knight of wands

The Empress.
Your boyfriend finds you loving and giving and nurturing. He feels you really care about him.

The Devil.
He also finds you a real head turner and an incredible turn on.

3 of Wands.
He's definitely into marrying you. He looks at it as only a matter of time.

The Emperor.
You add structure to his life. Also, as well as everything else, he sees you as an authority figure of some sort.

6 of Cups.
You bring out and heal his inner child and you remind him of a someone or something in his childhood he had a very happy, secure relationship with.

The Knight of Wands.
He sees you as his knight in shining armor. I know that's often viewed as only something a woman feels about a man, but I'll tell you a secret, us guys feel it, too.

wow thank you guys so much!
David its funny that you said everything is as a matter of time because when i ask about our relationship i get the Wheel which in my deck looks more like a clock than anything lol.
wow sry im just ecstatic because thats what i need to feel and i know i should feel if i can just let go of my insecurities and my preconceived notions of love that is fucked up and untrustworthy.

As far as the future spread goes there were no cards reversed; and my world card looks like a huge naked lady where her genetalia(sp) are covered by a ribbon. She is standing on a rural part of the earth and the towns buildings go up to about her ankle. It gives me the impression of standing on top of the world. i found a picture and its the last one of the three:
http://www.zofee.be/imgs/tarot-universal_fantasy.jpg

1)Ace of Pentacles- You are looking for a feeling of security, stability... something that has perhaps been lacking for quite a while.  You are trying to start down a path that will lead you to this new sense of safety... and if you can break out of some of the negative cycles that you have been involved in (and surrounded with, I'd imagine), you will arrive at that destination and be able to enjoy that feeling of security, both in your relationship and (possibly more importantly) in yourself-- it's important to feel secure within yourself regardless of the situation around you.

2)Queen of Wands-- The Queen of Wands usually represents a person or characteristics of a person.  She is very powerful-- she definitely has a lot of strength and influence to some extent.  However, she can cause major conflicts, because she allows herself to exert her power over others to feel in control of the situation.  Sometimes it is necessary to just let things happen of their own accord, or to let other people have some power as well.  Trying to control others, either as well as or along with controlling the situation, is often done with the best intentions... but it can be one of those negative cycles that will prevent you from the stable future you are aiming for.  It seems that perhaps you are beginning to fall into this, which is completely understandable... but you can't
control some of the things in this relationship, and in your situation with your family, which has a major impact.  Don't try to understand it all-- what will happen will happen, and sometimes you have to put away your fire and just let things cool off.  Then things will start to clear up.  The Queen of Wands seems to want to illuminate things with her fiery suit, but it seems that instead of the fire making things clear, the smoke just obscures them more.  If you stop trying so much to understand or control, things might just become clear of their own accord.  

3)The world- The future you are looking for will only come about if you are able to step back and let things happen.  I can't stress this enough.  Don't try to have so much of an influence on the way things are headed.  There is a balance that will only settle if it is allowed to, and although it's really hard to just take a step back and let the future unfold, it is so important.  It feels vulnerable-- like a loss of power-- but it is not a loss of power in the least, and you will gain much from it, I believe.  

4)Lovers- This change into the Queen of Wands character (which I believe can certainly be reversed, with some effort) is caused by the feeling of a loss of control that comes with the relationships you are involved in.  Not just in your relationship with your fiance, but also with your family and friends, it seems that many aspects of your life are controlled and dictated by others.  With your engagement, you are controlled by even just the binding contract between you two.  This is not a bad thing in itself, but you have to be able to accept it.  If you go to the other extreme and try to find things that you CAN control, and exert your power (whether it be charisma, strength, anything), I really think you will get carried away and become stuck in a negative cycle which will cause even more conflict.

5)9 of cups- Simply put, you need to understand just exactly what it is you want.  You have to lay it out for both yourself and those close to you, and stick to it.  It's often so hard to admit what you want, because then it feels like the possibility of failure is made more real... but you need to have this understanding so that you can make sure you are satisfying your needs in your coming journeys.  There are some very important things to you, that you may not be addressing... and if you do not make it clear to yourself and others, these things will never get the attention that you need them to have.

6)Justice- I just can't stress it enough: don't try to control this.  It is beyond your control at this point.  All you can do is trust that the situation will come out stable and balanced in the end, if you do not try to tip the scales yourself.  If you can really let go and step back, the security you should have will be attainable.  It is so hard to take that step, though, and I wish you the best of luck with it.


I hope that made sense to you, please let me know!  Best of energies.