thanks for all the help guys. I'm going to try. I'll let you know how it goes.

I have been led to realize that if you get a card that you do not fully understand, you put that card in positon 1 and do a reading around it asking for a clearer meaning ( I always do the Celtic Cross but imagine it would apply to any spread).

In your case, I believe the cards were trying to clarify this card for you.  Take your time.  Go through the first spread you did and try to understand what the cards were saying.  I would imagine somewhere in that spread you got confused.  Now comes, spread number two.  In this spread, the cards put the Knight of Cups in position 1 because of your confusion.

Still, you did not understand what you were reading so your inner guide continued to place the Knight of Cups in the same position hoping you would see some sort of clarity.

Yes, it is not a good idea to do many spreads in a day.  BUT, in this case, there is some lesson or insight you needed to see.  If not, the same card would not have continued popping up in the number 1 spot.  This is no conscidence.

Just curious, what other cards came out during your 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th reading.  More than likely there were clarifying cards but you didn't get it.

The Knight of Cups is a daydreamer.  Applying it to you, "Are  you lost in your own world of thoughts?", Is life not exciting in itself and you prefer to daydream your day away?  Do you not take action because the thoughts in your mind are so much more pleasurable to think about.  It's not a bad thing.  You're romantic and loyal.  Loving art with an appreciation for all that's beautiful.  You are distracted though.  Maybe even a bit emotional????  (I'm assuming this card is you since you were doing a reading on yourself).

I use to be a big day dreamer but found that I had to get my head out of the clouds.  Go back and analyze what the other cards were that came after your Knight of Cups.  You definately have a life lesson there.  If you need help interpreting it, just ask.  That's what this forum is for.

Dee.

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