Hello, everyone! I'm Natasha and I'm nearly seventeen. I've been interested in the Tarot for quite some time and really started to look into it back in November. Well yesterday I bought my first deck. It's just really basic which is good for me right now since I'm just learning how to use them. I thought it best to go easy, simple, and right-to-the-point for now until I perfect this. I already have a few decks in mind for the future.
Of course I'm going through that phase in life where I'm questioning things and finding certain things very interesting. Needless to say, so are my friends. So I was on the phone with Lindsey, my best friend, and I was doing a few Tarot readings to get used to the shuffling and such.
I did a few Celtic Crosses but then though I'd start out simpler by doing a 3-card spread: Past, Present, and Future. I was talking to Lindsey and joked around saying she got the Death card as Future. Of course she laughed and jokingly said, "Hey! That's not funny!"
Well I decided to do another reading for a friend whom wasn't seeing eye-to-eye with me at the time (things have improved after that, though

). As I was mixing up the cards to get reverses, I jokingly said to my friend Lindsey, "Watch her get the Death card as Future!" Being so young, we teenagers love anything with the word "Death" in it. Haha!

Well I then began to shuffle the cards. I was about to 'deal' them out when I just felt strange about it. I can't describe the feeling other than having the urge to shuffle more... and a feeling of awkwardness.
So I sat for a second and decided to shuffle a few more times. Then it felt right and that feeling was gone. I 'dealt' them out face down. I know some people do it face up but I believe that if you see a card you aren't too happy with, it will affect how you read the cards from the beginning, no matter what because you know that one card is coming. So I like to have them face down so each card is a surprise. And this was surely a surprise.
I turned over the Past card; no big deal. Then came the Present; nothing special. But then I got to the Future; the Death card. I sat there silent and then screamed out "OH MY GOD!!! THE DEATH CARD!!!" My friend started laughing and said that I had put it there on purpose. Let me assure you, in no way did I put it there purposely.
It makes me wonder about this situation. It's quite strange, aye? Before the reading I had said, "Watch her get the Death card as Future!" And then when I stopped shuffling, I felt a need to continue, which I did until it felt right. Just being that the Death card showed up in that spot... is strange. It has a one in seventy-eight chance of ending up there. And, trust me, I'm terrible at guessing games. I continuously second-guess myself.
It was only a few hours after I bought my cards... and already I felt like I had made a type of... hmm... 'connection', if I may. It was either that or some very strange coincidence. I'd love to hear your opinions on this! I thought it was very interesting... strange... absurd... etc.
~Mistress Natasha