I have a kind of funny story that I thought I'd tell you all to give you a little laugh. A few years ago I needed a little money. I always have had psychic abilities. It's been handed down in my family for years, since the 1800's. Every generation my family has had some kind of psychic ability. I have some ESP, sometimes I can see spirits (some orbs, and things like that) and I have dabbled with the tarot in past.

Well, at this time I had gotten involved with one of these paid tarot phone reader groups. They were going to pay me to read over the phone. They didn't care if I used runes, tarot or just made it up as long as I kept them on the phone for as long as possible. It was a pretty phoney group, to be honest. I was one of the real Joes though, and I just relaxed and let loose. I was so real though that I scared the heck out of myself and really freaked out!!!!

The first person that called me I kept her on the phone for over two hours. I bet she had a heck of a phone bill. If I'd have insisted on getting paid for the phone service I'd have been paid mightily but I quit after that. I had a guilty conscience for doing it. I was the real thing but I felt real guilty. I really gave her a real reading. But the company was a phoney group. She just called for fun but really believed after that and would call again and get a phoney reading next time. I encouraged her. I felt really bad. So...I quit. I started by reading her cards, but then quit reading and just read from my heart what I knew. I told her she was pregnant with twins, she was a single mother and her boyfriend didn't believe they were his. She was 4 months pregnant and her boyfriends mother would eventually accept they were her grandkids before her boyfriend did. He would eventually marry her before the kids were born. She was amazed that I knew all that when she didn't give me any hint of any of it. She didn't mention a thing to me. She just said she wouldn't give me a clue, she wanted to let me tell HER. She was a skeptic, plain and simple. Well, she wasn't a skeptic when she got off the phone which was why I was really upset. I never asked for my money. It was in a way my way of retribution for hurting that poor woman. Or at least I felt like I hurt her. I felt so bad after that I never messed with the tarot after that.

I am thinking of getting into it again. I've found since I've gotten older my "gifts" have gotten much stronger. I am having an easier time controlling them. Just wanted to share!!!!!!  

Readings are big business now I'm really glad that you understood what part you were playing and stopped when you did
this kind of thing can be very dangerous to the lives of clients/seekers that have readings done by the none gifted and does nothing for the reputation of real readers

you could get back into Tarot by joining Gems classes those that have problems post queries and we all help each other when we can. Ill look forward to reading your posts