I was day dreaming and I saw myself turning into a medicine man wearing an eagle mask and then I transformed into an eagle and flew to a mountain top.

While on the mountain top, a white cobra with a golden aura appeared and I played with it and then I put it into my pouch.

What is my psyche trying to tell me? Is it that my subconscious mind is telling me that it is feeling very trapped and bored?



       

I think you know the answer to that question.  Your gifts don't like being put away.

Hello Suzi,

I dont know about gifts, or what gifts did the medicine man, eagle and golden cobra signifies. I just kinda infer this from the theme of my life so far, which is:

1. I dont feel comfortable being human (I dont know why I say that, but I just do), I dont feel I belong to earth.....
2. A deep sense of solitude no matter who I am with

I have always felt that way as long as I have remembered. Now, it seems that everything that I do, I am just some machinery going auto-pilot. I have lost my soul.

Alee I wish I could help but not sure how....your words resonate with me...almost as If I said them

No, it's no tsaying you are bored or trapped.  It's saying you may be light with yourself.  Fly, let yourself fly, fly to the highest heights.  Play. Spirituality is not all serious.  It is light it is happy.  Play, play with yourself let yourself be in the light and in the gold light.  Be yourself.  Be ready to take care of yourself and show everyone your light, all your light.

The more you are you, the light, happy, being you are, the more you will find others who resonate with you.  
Fly above the mundane and be you.  No matter where you are, who you are with, you take with you........YOU!!
Be the shape shifter and let yourself be transformed.  

You are here for a reason.  You came here to be you and to show you.  We are all one and yet we are all different.  Embrace the differences and enjoy them.  If you are a tourist here, enjoy the vacation. Let the citizens see the neat being you are.  Take lots of pictures, get great gifts for yourself and loved ones to take back with you to share. Have great experiences so you have wonderful memories of your time here. Don't waste the time here.  

Welcome to earth. I hope you enjoy your time here.  


'Tis my read on it.