ty for this kind reading,,,feels like you know me very well,,, i have chosen this picture because i thought it shows good things of me

,,,it was taken one and alomost a half year in the past where i started my IT-Apprenticeship,,, a proffessional photo tho...so its kind of a passport photo for the website of the company....
and yes normally im very happy and i was really biting the tongue,,,because i felt uncomfortable there,,,thats a long story tho,,,short said i have a "mental illness" called "paranoid scizophrenic with adult add" thats what psychiatrists say to me,,, and i took medicaments since i was 20 years old so 6 years now....im counting every day on it,,, like i wait the day to be awaken and be safe from psys and stuff and have enough power to experience myself and help others... well the mood is gone for now to tell more,,,,i hope i could give you something with this words of me....wish you a happy time till next time
