Oh Blugoddess I'm so sorry to hear about you losing two dogs in one day.  It must be horrible for you to have two die in the one day.  May I ask what happened for you to lose two in the one day.  Were they puppies?

If I may I would like to suggest for you to keep a note ofthe symbols you receive as it will make refrencing them later easier.  Especially as I have noticed a symbol will appear a few times and generally mean the same thing with slightly varying degrees.

My one example of this is that I had a fear of my husbands ex girlfriend there seemed to be much unfinsihed energy between the two and I was always afraid that because of this they would get back together to complete their circle.  So I would always dream of ther three days before I was to see her or bump into her always unplanned and unexpected.  It was horrible dreaming of her only to then know I had three long days to go before I would be confronted by her and her remarks etc.

My thoughts are with you with the loss of your beloved pets

Hi Chrisdee and Suzisco,
I couldnt help but want to barge in on your conversation.
I also found more so at the start of my development my husband initially feared me doing it to an extent.  He was mystified that for once I was going out and doing things with other people that he just could not understand.  Most of the people too he didnt and still does not know.  so for him to see me so happy and chatty about a part of me that he feels left out of is hurting him a little.  It took me a long time to see that he wasnt scared of my development but that he felt he was missing out on a part of me that he couldnt relate to and that I could so much better with other people.  

I also found that with this growth came my own opening of physcial limits. I started letting people touch me occasionally and the women I really trust I will embrace and to him that was shocking for I would only ever hug him.  At times I find it hard to hug my own mother and father due to an unrelated experience I had in my teen years.

so hubby has felt out of my loop as he sees me grow and live a whole different life, one that completes me and makes me so darn happy that at times I feel I will burst, and him being less than happy with his job, not enough good friends he can rely on and that fact that i believe he wishes he could have a relationship like women do with other women but him to be as close to another man just impossible as men just arent like us.

So at times he does become dis-associated, withdrawn moody etc etc but I cant hide my excitement or my talk about the things I get up to within my few groups and he is having to live with that. He doesnt want me to not talk about it and we still battle over my now outgoing nature as five years ago I never left the house and was just his wife and mother to his kids but now I have a totally other life....

Wow I have just gone on and on....I say though that your conversation has really struck me as I so truly know how you both feel and at times its so hard to deal with.  We had an arguement and I said to him
"Dont ever make me choose between you and my growth spiritually/psychically because if you did I couldnt choose you. I have to be me now and I just cant stop what I'm doing even if I wanted to"

He tries hard to let me grow but at times just has to have his say, but because I love him etc etc I let him think he has the power and fool him into thinking he got his own way....lol..........

I have predicted for large number of people successfully by simply seeing the symbols happening around me. But I cant give the link here since it is not allowed but still it is immortalindial.

I reached the conclusion after pondering over this matter for a long time that as soon as a thought comes into your mind it gives birth to the chain of baby thoughts outside which I called communication with god. For example just imagine you are thinking whether my business will be successful and now as soon as you think it you hear the sound of falling utensil. Now dont leave this incident without unfolding its meaning. Grab the thought behind It or break this symbols into words. Now if you break this symbol into words then it means to say 'thought of falling' now the prediction is clear for your coming business.

Vedas say that universe is nothing but the mass of thoughts and everything in this universe is not unreasonable. Running upon the same lines I started these experiments but ofcourse I did not tell everybody about them thinking they might not understand it. The dream contains lot of symbols and if life is nothing but dream then the same symbols must exist also here the only thing is we reject them as unscientific.

The meaning of ten star means new beginning,why, simply because nine means the ultimate number and 10 means the new beginning

I think thats amazing and thank you for your wisdom, i look forwards to you input in the future.  Please don't put links into your posts as this is against the policy of M&B.  If anyone wishes the link they can pm you for it and I am sure you will be able to put them on the right path.

The forum has a place where you can advertise your website if you wish to share with us.

Any problems let me know.

Regards

Suzi (Moderator)

I haven't really thought about it in awhile. It seems I am always having symbols, omens, or intuition popping uip. Problem is if I think too hard or try to see them all the time.... I get almost paranoid! If I don't keep at least a small consciousness of them, I totally miss some that are right there larger than life! I do try to keep a more open outlook now. Now when I get that gut feeling, I give it a bit more attention. I don't dismiss them as quick!