Hi there,

before I go to the dreams I had about this, I just have to take you back a few hundred years otherwise nobody would understand it.

This happened to me on December 29th 2008, I was doing my meditation and saw and heard the following at 7.59pm, coming from a past life !

"I see Iron Maiden's Eddy emerging from a mountain background, he is blue transparant and is bigger than the mountain itself, he looks evil.

I see the lower body of a man, he has a wooden lower leg like Pirates have.

Then I see a bunch of administrators or officemen, they are captured, they are from the 17th or early 18th century. They are nicely dressed and look neat and clean. They are standing in a row on a ship, on the deck.

Then a nice girl who screams in agony and gets pulled on the deck, she wears a dress and a long white wig.

The chief Pirate is inspecting her, his booty, and ticks with the sharp edge of his sword against her.

I see him putting his hand on his chin, so he thinks about what he will do with that girl.

He points his finger in the air and gets twinkles or sparks in his eyes, he came up with a plan !

A thought says : Prostitute

He rips away all of her clothing and she is naked, she hides her genitals with ther hands and is ashamed.

He tears away her wig and he punches her with a fist in her face

She has to do oral sex with him in front of all the men who happened to be on board. It is very much against her will.

She suddenly changes into a very old and ugly witch with a white wig on.

A thought says : Crystal clear

Another thought says : She curses the Pirate.

I see her uttering words against him and she holds her hand up, pointing her finger towards him.

A thought says : End of story & die hou je nog tegoed which means this one comes to you later.

She laughs in an evil way."

Then at 10.30pm I saw and heard the following during another meditation :

"In the right corner of my eye I see an ugly guy with a green head looking at me. He looks like a butler from the Adams Family.

Then a beautiful French queen, a young girl of around 18, dressed in a wonderful white silk dress from the 18th century.
She wears a white wig and looks at me very friendly, inviting and she is smiling at me.

A thought says : Sex

Another one says : She's chaste

She turns into a vampire, but she is still very attractive. She opens up her mouth ferocious and a scream comes out of her mouth.

Then she turns into the same beautiful queen again and with a movement of her head, like only women can do, like saying...Mh.., she walks away.

She holds out one hand to reach for mine and is still smiling at me, she wants to show me something.

A thought says : Future

She dissapears as she walks away.

I am under attack by werewolves like in the Van Helsing movie, they are not touching me.

The beautiful queen comes back and her face is expressing the thought : "Have you seen enough?"

I see a man with a white wig and red jacket at a desk and he is writing.

A thought says : It's you.

A ferocious werewolf steps into the room, breaking the window, disturbes is peaceful mind, the guy is in shock upon looking at this beast.

The man stands up and wants to pull out his sword on the left side of his jacket, only to find out that he hasn't got a sword.

A thought says : He is powerless and can't do nothing back.

The man stands paralyzed and behind the werewolf the queen appears, she took the form of the attractive but deadly vampire and is laughing at him.

The man sits down again.

A thought says : What do I have to do ?

Another one says : Record the CD and get famous, you bastard !

Thoughts are saying : You have to undergo this, it's your karma and you cannot escape it, but after this you will be brandnew again.

A thought says : She is the one who you forced to do oral sex with you on the ship.

Another thought says : End of story

I see her laughing at me

Another thought says : Paul !

Then another thought says : Do you understand now ?

I think : Yes, the September 1993 pictures.

So according to these inner visions I was the evil Pirate and I will get punished by becoming famous as a musician, which I am because I am in a band and wrote more than 50 songs, very good ones, we only have to record a CD.

Now I will take you back to Decmber 2002 or Januari 2003, I was in India at that time and a Swami who I know very well, said one day to me :

"Erik, what is your biggest fear ?"

I said :

"To be falsely accused"

Then he said :

"Meditate on what you wil lose when you will be falsely accused"

So I did and the next day I went to him and said that I knew the answer, it was :

"My ego"

He just smiled with his eyes.

In that same timeperiod, I went to talk to some man in his office, he was connected with the Swami, and the man told me :

"Erik, why don't you continue boxing, your star will shine !!!"

This also got me paranoid in that time because I thought they would falsely accuse me as being a muslim terrorist or muslim spy and worse, but I guess it has to deal with the CD.

Now, somewhere in 2007 I was doing a training in what to do to get the best out of me and one of the things, desires, of me was to bring our band together again, we didn't play since 1991 and we composed and played our best songs in that time.

So I was working on the the desire to bring the band together again and after two years of wining and nagging it worked, I convinced the guitar player, Nathan and the drummer, Saban to play again.

I had our songs taped on cassettes (we recorded them in the studio) and in the place I was I found someone who could put it on a CD.
I had the desire to sent this CD to Nathan through postmail, but every time I thought about it, I got warning signs on the top of my head, the same warning signs that I got when I wanted to take the airplane from Frankfurt to Amsterdam in Januari 2003.
I didn't take the airplane.

But this time I didn't listen to it and I sent the CD's to Nathan.

Then in October or November 2007, I was in my room in Rotterdam, I had this short dream :

"I was at a concert of a band with Nathan and his brother Jos (our bass player). Suddenly they played our song : "We don't take no more" and Nathan stood up, he was kinda surprised and shocked, we looked to each other and Nathan said :

"They are playing our songs !!"

Well, by then I knew that I had to listen to the warning signals on the top of my head, I knew they had intercepted the mail with the CD's and made copies of them, otherwise another band can never play our music !!

On Januari 7th 2010 at 3am I had a fantasy in bed about us, playing the song "We don't take no more" on stage at a concert.

Then a voice said : Enemy

So according to all these realizations our songs are in the hands of the enemy !!!

And the story goes on !

On July 10th 2008 at 3.30am, I got this dream :

"It started with a run from a family to keep the family business together. It was the Barnes family.
Participators were father, mother, nephews, cousins, daughters and sons.
I also participate in the form of a son, although I am objective witnessing the whole dream.
At a certain moment I see that my mother gets a heart attack in a room and also my two fathers !
I am totally broken and griefstricken and I am in mourning in a room where the rest of the family also is in.
Than I walk away and hear the song of Fleetwood Mac :

"You can go your own way"

There was more dreamstuff in this dream but not connected with the story.
I didn't know how important this dream would become later, my mother getting a heart attack !!

Well, on the evening of July 20st 2008 I was, before going to sleep, thinking of going to India, to Mayapur, with this fantasy I fell alseep.
The next morning I woke up with this a nightmare, I couldn't remember it, but the energies in the small trailer I rented were very heavy. This was at 2.30am.

Then at 7am this short dream :

"Muslims were the boss in the dream environment where I was. We got permission from a Muslim to chant a Hare Krishna mantra half.
I said to my neighbor : "They are nice and stupid, in this way we can promote the Golden Age of Lord Chaitanya".
So we went to a friend to chant half and I called him with a owl's call under his window"

Now, this dream is telling me that we, the band, had gotten permission from Muslims to record the CD, they didn't want me to record the CD appearently, but I think it is for them better that I record the CD then to go to Mayapur.

Why ?

Well, also in October or in November 2007, I woke up with the following message, it was not a dream, but a message :

"If you don't record the CD, you will talk to great souls !"

So they want to prevent me from talking to great souls, right ?

On July 22nd 2008 I got this short dream, connected with the story :

"I was sitting in the underground at station Zuidplein (stands for spiritual life and God).
My mother was also in that subway and she asked me if we were traveling the right way.
I said that it was good because Bob Marley and his girlfriend were also in that same subway and he was heading into the same direction as we"".

So this was the second dream connected with it, Bob Marley is a protest singer and symbolyzes me and my band.

Soon after all this, a few days later, I was doing my meditation and was thinking that I wanted to talk to great souls rather than record the CD and be be falsely accused, when suddenly a voice said :

"Now where is mammie ?"

Now I understood the dream about my mother, getting a heart attack !!!!!
Those who want to execute my bad karma from a few hundred years ago, are trying to force me into recording the CD and use my mother in their plan !!

Later I was lying on my bed and thinking about it, when I heard a voice saying :

"Then she will not see the war"

At that moment I decided to record the CD.

Also on Februari 24rd 2007, I got this dream at 1.30am :

"I was walking on a hallway in the dark and the darkness grabbed a hold of me on all sides while I was walking.
I was overwhelmed by the darkness what was fired upon me in waves.
I had to go through a door on the left side, but was too afraid to do that, the feeling what the darkness ,which was alive, hold me back.
I had so much fear for this unknown something, it was alive and bombarded me with so much conviction that I didn't want to go further, through that door.
I gave up.
The assignment I was given was :

"You have to save them both!!"

Well, both stands for my brother, Patrick and my mother.

I had to undergo the bad karma coming from the fact that I killed Patrick, my brother, in a past life.

Now comes some bad karma from my mother, my God, what did I do to her ??

They are using the same tactics as they used in 2002-2003, when it was about my other brother, Mark, they tried to checkmate me with dreams back then.
It worked, it worked less with Patrick and now they are using my mother !!!

Anyway, what to do ??

I would love to record the CD, get famous and get falsely accused, but how can I do that whenever they will use my best songs and give another band the songs to play them ???

I would love to spread the Golden Age and I have some more cool spiritual songs, but the best songs they want to give away to others, so how can I ever become famous !!

Another thing is that if they steal my best songs, then I cannot record the CD, cannot become famous and I will escape my bad karma, well, if this is what they want, that's good to me as well, here's one song of us on youtube :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dojrGWy88sM

It's a dance song and they want to steal away our best rock songs, which we need badly....

I keep you informed whenever I get more realizations about this !

Dreams are about the working out of our own unresolved emotions.  You make quite a story from dreams.  Interpretation would take another path.