I can't believe that i feel so scared writing this,

About 2 year ago, i asked for guidance, and well i woke up knowing that i need to make a difference, it really scares me, ‘cause I have this really big urge to help others but I don’t know to? Where I come from people don’t speak openly about things like this, and well it’s not helping me, cause I’m not sure if I’m making all this up.

I go onto the internet a lot, hoping to find answers, I do find sites but everyone charges money for this info, and I can’t afford it, and I feel that having this gift, and helping others can’t have a value, so I really don’t feel comfortable paying for help.

I’m writing this, hoping that someone can help me get in touch with myself, discovering what I am.  I do believe that I am here to make a difference, I just need people to believe in what I believe in. People that know what I am talking about. People who feel the way that I do.

Honey,

Isn't it odd that we post about the same time about the same stuff?  I missplaced my list of websites. But I do remember a few if you are interested.  What are you looking help in?

Trust in inner self to be your guide. What is your passion?

Our passion is the old ways with incense and censers. We have had to mix the old with the new to create a business that way.

My personal passion is to make sure everyone has food in their tummies.  To feed people physically.

Another passion is psychology. So when I got to thinking about it.  I will go to school to learn psychology.  Read books on Incense and oils.  And donate what time I do have at the local food banks and spread the word about the different charities out there that do help people.

I gave you an example so perhaps you can see that you hold your key.  No you do not pay money for someone to tell you what lies within your heart.  Only you know.  If you want to help people, best to do what you are passionate about.  Is it collecting things, organization, fund raising, volenteering, etc?  Which group of people do you wish to reach?  Mine is the elders, as well as those going through this rough economic time.  Keeping it simple I found is the best way. Otherwise you might go crazy like I did for a while trying to do EVERYTHING!  I mean I thought I had to learn everything there was to help someone.  


Also found that there were times when I was suppose to be at a certain place at the right time to pass on a message. Like someone lost and giving directions on the aide that is out there like a caseworker.  When I do not know, I call my best friend Virgo as she has all the connections.  That woman knows how to get the job done!  There has been projects that we work on together, and she goes I am the one better at researching all the codes,laws and budgeting, while she makes all those important calls.  

Hope this helps you a little.

I feel that pull too, keeps me up at night.  Wanting so badly to help others.  Both me and my best friend feel that strong pull. You are not alone.  Just wanted to share that with you.  And remember you shouldn't have to pay for info to find out who you are. Only you know that.  We just have to remember before they programed us with the environment, family, peers, etc.

Safe Journey

Came back to add that dowsing is another passion of mine. I use it alot when I need to find information as well as locations. I think in time this might help me to help others. Not sure how yet.  So what is your natural abilities? Might want to start there.

Sometimes helping others is a 'simple' task.  It isn't grand or huge, like being a doctor, or guidance counselor.  Sometimes being a 'helper', healer or 'worker' is simply knowing when to open the door for someone that needs it, picking up a package someone has dropped, or making them smile.  Start small.  Listen to your inner guidance and knowledge.  It is a trick to learn to know when to help and when not to.

I agree with you ksgirlsmomma.
Start small and truly listen to what your guides are telling you, all hte information you need is within you if you just open your heart to recieve the message.
With this advice you will be shown how you can help and how to get started.

Many blessings
xx

Thank you for replying, makes me feel so much better.

You are all real angels

Chanel