HELLO JACKIEL

The first point, from what I understand from your posting is that you are disturbed by certain aspects or thoughts in your mind that made you seek professional help who is charging you $100 for white candle and prayer. My opinion with my own experience is that you can do this exercise all alone in a quiet dark room either before sunrise or sunset or a darkened room. You can also take the company of your spouse or any close friend , on whom you have confidence, who can share your vibes. Sit confortably on a straight backed chair and keep the candle lit at one end of the room, at least six feet away, at your eyelevel. Now close your eyes and take few deep, slow breaths. Then open your eyes and stare at the flame of the candle for several seconds/minutes, till your eys start to water. Then close your eyes and feel/imagine the flame entering each and every part of your body. After few sessions, on closing your eyes after staring, you will  clearly see the flame shining brightly in the center point of your forehead. Then concentrate on this brightly burning flame and keep your awareness on it and also on your slow deep, comfortable, breathing. After few seconds/minutes the flame will vanish. Then open your eyes again and repeat  your candle staring exercise. PLEASE DO NOT WORRY if you fail to get the image of the flame after a few sessions. It simple means you need further practice.

After few sessions you will be automactically, not only spiritually cleansed, but mentally too, with all your negativities and stress vanishing.

This method is know as 'TRATAKA MEDITATION'.

Feel free to email me for frther details.

HELLO JACKIEL

The first point, from what I understand from your posting is that you are disturbed by certain aspects or thoughts in your mind that made you seek professional help who is charging you $100 for white candle and prayer. My opinion with my own experience is that you can do this exercise all alone in a quiet dark room either before sunrise or sunset or a darkened room. You can also take the company of your spouse or any close friend , on whom you have confidence, who can share your vibes. Sit confortably on a straight backed chair and keep the candle lit at one end of the room, at least six feet away, at your eyelevel. Now close your eyes and take few deep, slow breaths. Then open your eyes and stare at the flame of the candle for several seconds/minutes, till your eys start to water. Then close your eyes and feel/imagine the flame entering each and every part of your body. After few sessions, on closing your eyes after staring, you will  clearly see the flame shining brightly in the center point of your forehead. Then concentrate on this brightly burning flame and keep your awareness on it and also on your slow deep, comfortable, breathing. After few seconds/minutes the flame will vanish. Then open your eyes again and repeat  your candle staring exercise. PLEASE DO NOT WORRY if you fail to get the image of the flame after a few sessions. It simple means you need further practice.

After few sessions you will be automactically, not only spiritually cleansed, but mentally too, with all your negativities and stress vanishing.

This method is know as 'TRATAKA MEDITATION'.

Feel free to email me for frther details.

Hi Jackiel! I had this happen to me... several years ago there were some "psychics" at a local fair, my sister & I went to them - just for fun & something to do there. The woman that did my reading said that same basic thing to me- I think she said some one put a curse on my parents (I was still a young kid at the time) and she needed to light a special candle and say some prayers. Although her price was only $10 or $15. She also said not to tell anyone. It's a scam. I know of the same thing happening to many other people.
If you really need a spiritual cleansing you can do that yourself. I'm sure there are people on this site more able to tell you how then myself
I hope this helps!!