Anyone who is intuitive but professional and mature can take a shot at this also. If there is feed back that I SHOULD know though perhaps it should not be public, then please feel free to e-mail me or send me a personal message here on the message board. Thank you very much! -Alex.
For most of my current life I've always found myself in possession of a very emotionally dark personality which can be channelled through my art work. If by nature I want the best for humanity and would consciously embrace the light of God, then why does my mind think of such chaotic violence? Could this be a form of the higher-self or arch angel playing 'drill instructor' to get my conscious and unconscious mind psychologically prepared for future events or perhaps to have a more profound respect for all living things?
How and Why did I end up coming back down to Earth this time around? Was it of my choosing or was this a duty instructed upon me by those who wish to help me through my spiritual growth?
Are any of my previous past lives connected in any way to any messianic figures such as Jesus, Vishnu, and or Osiris? Do any of my previous lives relate to an Anti-Christ figure?
Before being exposed to the higher reality I was lost on a path of Atheism. I became spiritually aware upon my 3rd intake of molecular novelties or psychedelics. Since then I've had strange encounters and experiences which have made me a firm believer in the power of God and our human attributes as "Magicians." During one of my Shamanic experiences with a substance called DMT, which is a chemical produced by the lungs and the pineal gland, I saw a beautiful Vishnu or perhaps Shiva. It scribed elongated texts throughout the right side of my brain and vanished as I was coming back from the experience. What was the significance of the interaction with this multidimensional being?
For materialist the thought of a life of shamanism through the use of psychoactive plants and herbs does not seem like a life worth investing too much time into, however from a spiritual perspective and seeing as there are multiple generations of practicing shamans throughout the world, how would you best suggest I use these molecular instruments in my spiritual practices and should I continue to embrace the path that led me to the light of God?
It has been suggested by occultist and ritual practitioners that despite the existence of old methods of magical practices such as, lesser banning rituals, invocations, evocations, physical manifestations and manipulations, one should not be bound by the old ways and should attempt to find new and customizable ways to meet the end of their intentions within the practice or goals they are trying to achieve within the 'works', would you agree or disagree?
Despite my overall natural taste for occultism, shamanism, attempts at engaging with the spiritual realms and the beings who inhabit them, I am still somewhat cautious and would like to know if you believe God will punish those of us who seek a path of occult magic that falls away from destroying the lives of others? Do you believe God will punish those who feel sympathetic and want to learn from the generally misunderstood evils and goods of the higher or lower planes of existence?
I have a physical deformation I am in line to get surgery for in the closing times. Despite the surgery there will still be scarring that will reference the previous deformation. Is there a chance that I am ready to accept physical healing that will instantly and miraculously reverse the deformed area back to its purity? If so could you provide it, now?
During my life time, I've had some pretty outstanding visions of the future which have led me on a path towards knowledge and magical awareness. In the Kabbalah it is said that the human being has an arch angel or a higher self which he can bridge within the physical body, the only issue in this is that the human being must first convince himself of the magical reality of their existence in order to decode the arch angel which is always there waiting for the great work to commence. Now that I am having this personal Q&A, can I call on my spirit guides to further aid me in the process of bridging the gap between myself, the higher-self and the spiritual reality?
I've noticed that my thoughts are manipulating my reality as I've continued to be aware of the case. Should I aim for higher goals, including riches if I feel I can absolutely handle the responsibility of such a life style?
What are some really valuable hidden secrets about myself that I should be aware of that will further my spiritual path and understanding of my reality and my personal existence within it?
Perhaps it might be obvious but why did God create more than 108 psychoactive plants? What is their true purpose and are their specific ways they should be used? Also, what are some foods outside from the commonly known psychedelic novelties that are readily available which can vastly improve our spiritual and psychic awareness?
During one of my meditation sessions directly one year after my spiritual awakening a Merkaba or what resembles a multidimensional star of david came into my vision. It spun before my closed eyes really violently but looked extremely beautiful with colors that were out of this world. What is the use of this object and how can I have access to it once more?
Devin Petroff, a member of the Ordo Templi Orientis claims that in the beginning of the magical works, such as invocation, "it's all about multiple personalities at first". Despite other authors and scholars claiming that human beings are multidimensional and our minds work as receiving tuners, how does Devin's Petroffs claims in regards to multiple personalities pertain to the those of us who are on a path of occultism and magical practices? -alex
