Hmm, yep, my Father was clueless but he is still the best person to have ever touched my life and did an amazing job as an only parent.
But he did commonly fly off the handle; so many times he would scream at me for no apparent reason and give me the proverbial Scorpionic stare... he demanded a hell of a lot of attention.
He seemed to appreciate that I wasn't "perfect", because he clearly seemed to enjoy keeping it that way. He always wanted me to stay his little girl and I honestly believe he feared my emotional and intellectual growth, whenever I would share actual facts and things I was capable of tangibly pursuing, he would get all fussy and upset, yet when it came to spirituality or relating on an emotional level he was deeply a part of me.
A few years b4 he died I would sit and talk with him for hours philosophically and spiritually, and he would sit content and listen, share from time to time... His receptivity has been a blessing.... Without it I'm convinced only he would be in my place right now.
