I am very moody,but doing a lot of studies on hear and trying to calm my mind and control my emotions.

I tend to hold my emotions in until I can't stand it any more. And then I write about it. I'm the journaling type when it comes to emotional overload. I tend to lash outmore in self-defense than anything else. I don't like to get all upset, because I'm the one that ends up more emotional over it.....and as I've aged I've learned that some people just aren't worth the time.

Well here I am going on 49, and I have learned and relized just how bad I must sound when I am going off. oNE HUNDRED percent Scorpio, and it is weird cause it
could be the littlest things that piss me off.  I  have a hard time in relationships because I don't take any bullshit from no man. I do what I want and like to come and go
as I please without being asked a bunch of questions, I guess that is where the secretness comes in. I am a very independant woman now past (2) years I work and pay
my own way in life. My mood swings are often and people that don't really no me would say I m a bitch, but actually I am not I would do anything for a friend I go above nd beyond. I'd be the first to back you up not even knowing the circumstances, loyale yes I am . I have a big heart and feel other peoples pain a bit to much at times. Yet I am a very controlling person, jealous person and that I hate. I hate my sailor mouth, I have had my jaw broken three times because of it, yet I say what I feel when I feel it. Not realizing or I should say not caring at the time who I hurt. I am not one to apolizise cause 99  percen of the time I am not sorry. Yet, I don't like constructive criticsisum.
To me the bad side of me outweighs the good, in different ways, I have lived with it all my life I see no change in the near future, I just stay away from big crowds mind my ownm business and my sons and my grandkids and my close friends.
Thats me Marsha jo

mizzymike is right

ALL water signs are bit sulky and moody. Again, all water signs are psychic and it is quite possible to be psychically linked to others doesn't matter whether is 3miles or 300 hundred miles.

Scorpio is a very deeply emotional and private sign and apt to play its cards close to its chest. Also quite capable of emotional manipulation (as are all the water signs) as in 'playing on people's feelings' to get their own way.

Health conditions needs to be assessed by planets in 6th house of health, Asc sign any planets in 1st house and their aspects.

Basic astrology
Now basically your sun sign is your 'core beliefs, values, ego' and Asc is your physical body, mode of expression and mask and persona that we all wear and hide behind, but definitely not what's going on underneath. What's going on underneath is your Sun sign. Moon sign, house placements and aspects describe your emotional and intuitive responses, also describes your view of your mother, as saturn describes your father by sign and house position.

So, think of a glass milk bottle the bottle is your Asc and your sun the milk, but the milk still has to 'come out' through the glass neck of the milk bottle....

Now aspects within a natal chart represent 'facets' of our personality, because we are all multifaceted beings. What these do is 'break down and compartmentalise' these facets into smaller bite size chunks. This does take quite a lot of self analysis and objectivity to 'see yourself' and why you do certain things and behave in certain ways. Actually it can be quite good therapy...

Remember back to your school days an opposition is 180', square 90', trine 120', and sextile 60' Now challenged aspects are conj (depending on the planets, cos some like each other and some really don't) squares and oppositions. Easy aspects are conj (if the planets get along) eg: Jupiter conj Moon, sextile and trine. Quincunx is inbetween (depending on the planets) causes health strains and unresolved or hard to balance planets/energies.