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Rurk61
Age: 50 Zodiac: 
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 4:47 am |
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Yeah it is interesting that we apparently need someone of another sign to give us some direction. I thought it would be Virgo though. (Just teasing) I believe this was excerpted from a book but I don't remember the title offhand. Something I sped read at Barnes and Ignoble I suppose. Briefly and suddenly completely off-topic- if Barnes and Ignoble installed small dormitory rooms along one wall, and added some 5 star restaurants along another, all my problems would be solved. Oh they would have to add scholarly books on Antiquity and Dinosaurs. Since this is all humor it connects to Sagittarianism I suppose
Sorry about the humor. Isn't it harder for those Sagitterribles (tm) being punished by malevolent planetary nasties Like Saturn, Pluto, Mars and Uranus to behave themselves? I mean maybe they are having a good life if they just don't commit destruction of all matter, just for today. Take Jim Morrison. Not a bad person by any means, but he certainly lived an unorthodox life to say the least. He had Sun opposed Uranus, Mars and Saturn. Always pushing the boundaries of acceptable behavior. and possessing many of the "negative" Sagittarian qualities. These "negatives" can be well ahead of everything when Uranus is involved. I have Mars conjunct Sun and this duo squaring Uranus wedded to Pluto, and while I am no kind of criminal, I am sure I have problems being the well-behaved Sag type. The candor. The bent humor. The ridiculously impossible restlessness. The nagging attraction to top fuel drag racing. A microscopic tendency to exaggerate. Attraction to the most absurdly recondite intellectual subjects. The iconoclastic travel, both literally and physically. You are going to Las Vegas? I am emigrating to Antarctica, and then establishing a Republic on Jupiter. So there. It goes on and on and as one's skin seasons and one approaches the unyielding expiration date, one wonders. Will I always be alone? Yes, and maybe that is the best thing for myself and the rest of humanity. Sorry I have to go watch Ice baseball now.
Just a note about confidence too- I am sorry this is not meant to be mean, but at least in my case I have suffered from a self esteem value of negative infinity my whole life, despite having multiple graduate degrees for example... I understand that self esteem should be built internally rather than depending on externals, but this seems an impossibility. I am not even as good at faking confidence as some are, because of my desire to be truthful as I see it. Still of course I parade through life sporting the same phony baloney Captain Kirk visage I assume others are. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe only I have this problem. At any rate, only expensive primal whine therapy can help now.
What is the answer? Life is full of problems and some people have more than others. Try to make the best of it. I can't change to please others, because the same behavior will displease them tomorrow. Please myself. Even if my talents are never recognized by a cruel humanity and I am ultimately tossed into a muddy pauper's grave, at least I will still have my integrity. Wait, not I won't- I will be dead. Well at least it will all be over. Philosophical til the end.
There you have an impressionistic portrait of a Sag horsewhipped by hard Mars Pluto and Uranus aspects.
Please give generously to charitable organizations that are trying to combat this terrible affliction.
Thank you and good night.
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