okay for starters i'm an incarnated angel. i have known this for a while. my life has been tough. and i have bad depression and mental problems. i know my purpose here on earth is extrmemly important but i don't know if i can do it. i have tried to commit suicide lots of times in my past.  i just read about walk-ins and i know i am not yet one, but i was thinking about asking to become one. i would discuss it with my mother and think about it strongly beforehand. for a while now  i've felt like my life is over. i feel done. i don't feel like i have anything left to give to this world. i think trading my soul with another would be a good rest for me. but i need to know what happens to my soul. will i keep living just with no memeories? or will i go on to heaven? i found lots of info on walk-ins but barely nothing on walk-outs. does anybody have any info? because just loosing my memory would not be good. i want to go back home to heaven. will i even realize i am there? so confused. thanks!

Generally there is some exchange that goes on. If it is an embodied alien that the trade is with it can mean being given and alien body on another planet. If you wish to return to an ethereal plane you know as home then I am sure this is a possibility. You really need to make contact with the ascended masters which do this kind of work.

I suggest mediating on connecting with your kin, or soul group first. Having lots of trouble with physical existence is certainly a symptom of coming from an ethereal plane and not having lived human lives on earth before.

I suggest mediating on connecting with a smoky chlorite phantom quartz. Smoky quartz and chlorite help to clear negativity. And smoky chlorite phantom quartz helps with bringing a soul group back to it's original purity of intent before incarnating and with identifying members of soul group.

Express how you feel and your need for help. The universe will respond. Be open to receiving the help and responses that come.

You need to find that place inside of you that is home, or to connect with what you know as home or heaven. From what I gather you are here to bring the heaven you have discovered in your home planes to earth, or to seed the discovery of.

Also part of being hear to help others is being able to relate to them. This means experiencing suffering as others do. This facilitates a deeper understanding and generates the wisdom needed to help.

Some find the thought this too shall pass to be of help. Remember that life is cyclical and when the suffering is through you have that much deeper of an appreciation for joy.

The hopi prophecy says that there will come a time when we no longer have a need for suffering and it will end.

Find time to meditate, spend time in nature. Focus on your breathing. Find an exercise you like that works for you. Keep a crystal under your pillow.  

Celenite, angelite, celestite, anhydrite, and many other crystals help connect with angel guides and angelic realms.

Judging from some of  my experiences in life, I may be a reincarnated devil! I'm glad I'm getting a chance to do good this lifetime.

You are so very young, with the rest of your whole life in front of you. I would recommend that you try and ground yourself more and work more with reality as well as go and see you doctor as soon as possible. It is easy to get carried away with spiritual dreams and theories but you are in this world at this time and with all due respect it sounds as if you need help to cope with the true reality before you do yourself harm.

Can you talk to your parents, a teacher or trusted friend, someone real you can confide in and get some help and support?

Sending you much love  xxxx

Cassie

I agree with cascade of light. The peril of this new-age Spirituality. I know you want to do something good for the world and improve yourself but do it at a suitable pace.