can u give name of any person to meet there in art of living ashram....

i need to know badly... my life's getting worst and worst day by day... i am loosing courage slowly... inspite of trying like hell i get misfortune only...

not just money... but am not stable in any field... whether its family, friends, business, job, studies, love, spiritual....

each and everything that i choose to goes far from me..

am currently living on medicated drugs only.. because their effects only makes me dizzy and i dont get any thoughts... else i would have committed suicide a lot early... i have responsibilities to stand on so i cant die even...

i have kept my birthchart here as well.. but no perfect answer or solution... some people said its black magic,,, some said its pitru dosh, some said my birth chart is very bad,,, some said its shani panoti.... ...one person said. i have rahu and mangal in malefic state so they just destroy each and everything i do...

i dont know whats the truth.. i just want to know about my pastlife... because that only thing i will see with my eyes open or closed.. i wont have to believe what others say...

may be this can help..

please some serious help is required..

ANY PROFESSIONALS HERE PLEASE LET ME KNOW.. I CAN GIVE U MY CELL NUMBER.. I CAN COME WHERE EVER U ASK ME TO COME.. I WILL PAY  WHATEVER AMOUNT YOU SAY.... THOUGH AM COMPLETELY BEGGAR RIGHT NOW.. BUT THATS MY PROBLEM I WILL TACKLE...

BUT PLEASE  HELP ME OUT...