in  general  i  mean  say  i  had  this  facanation  with  samuri  (i  hope  im  actually  gettin  the  few  facts  i  know  wright)  and  all  the  REAL  samuri  stuff  i  saw  the  motions  just  seemed  choreographed  and  i  knew  whgat  would  happen  on  eighter  side  an  fer  some  reason  i  had  allways  felt  that  death  brought  on  a  certain  amount  of  honor  then  later  i  found  out  i  was  a  samuri  during  the  takamaya  era  (i  know  starts  tak  or  simalar  an  lasted  afew  generations  think  brought  peace  to  the  country)  actually  in  the  early  days  an  one  of  the  best  or  so  to  sperak  but  for  some  reason  i  had  felt  i  disgraced  my  family  and  the  only  way  to  restore  the  honor  was  seppku  (old  word  is  harakiri  maby  you  reconise  that??)  thatd  definately  explain  alot  ta  me  (tho  i  just  have  this  love  of  the  japanese  culture  the  rest  i  dont  know  as  true  but  its  the  example  thats  the  point)

I do recognize seppku...Think I heard it in a movie though lol  not that what it stands for is funny in any way.  

I did have some idea of a life I may have lived, I believe I sank on a ship and the number 1357 kept popping up to me.  I thought it was a year and looked it up, only to find out that that number, among others, refers to ships lost at sea.

But I don't get any negative feelings for things in this life that I coincide with those "Visions".

I know I have posted about my feelings of the rw deck before and looked some stuff up.  I saw a pic of the woman who did the pictures on the cards and found myself saying "I know her", but can't connect her or anything.

well  i  saw  harakiri  in  japan  america  in  school  so  yea  (its  a  black  an  white  dubbed  in  english  japanese  movie  cool  cool  cool  i  just  like  older  stuff  i  mean  my  wii  is  cool   but  i  love  my  nes  too  tho  i  rarely  use  it)

but  ive  had  that  sorta  feeling  before  (knowing  but  never  having  met)  so  yea  hmm  i  cant  reallt  remember  specifically  that  far  back  but  i  wonder  if  that  may  have  braught  some  of  my  friends  into  my  life??

so  yea  oh  what  if  you  were  to  medate  on  those  things??  that  or  i  could  proubly  send  you  a  pastlife  rtegression  thing  from  a  dorren  virtue  book  that  i  baught  on  itunes  if  you  like  the  sound  of  it??

I could try to meditate on it...When I have time away from the kids LOL    I guess it just frusterates me that I believe I was somewhere before way back when but can't prove it.

yea  id  kinda  like  ta  know  an  have  the  experiences  from  my  outher  lives  not  just  hints  here  or  there  but  then  i  have  plenty  of  knowledge  that  even  i  dont  know  how  i  got  so  yea  

lets  see  theres  an  intrest  in  egypt  like  pharoh  era  theres  joan  of  arc  theres  my  dislike  fer  water  straight  up  (soda  im  ok  tea  im  ok  added  stuff  im  ok  but  just  water  uhh  NO  some  think  its  that  im  spoiled  but  i  dont  think  THATS  quite  it)  then  theres  the  whole  genetic  raised  into  or  carryover  thing  (look  at  my  username  might  take  a  minute  i  think  its  some  combo  genetic  an  carryover  as  ive  herd  ive  been  a  guy  more  then  afew  times  so  yea  i  still  am  alot  like  a  guy)

ok  im  shuttin  up  fer  now  before  i  freak  ya  out