Im trying to figure out who I was. I posted a thing here to try to see if anyone could help, but I guess we'll see, won't we? :\

I don't remember mine and never really considered it until I was babysitting my 4 yo cousin.  I was 18 at the time and she was having a really rough time with her parents.  Out of the blue she tells me she likes her other mom better.  "What other mom?" I asked her.  "The one I used to have", she replies.  I'm so confused.  I told her, "This is your only mom.  You've never had another one."  She rolled her eyes at me (she still does that) and says "No silly, the one I had before I was born this time."  It floored me because how could she possibly know any of this stuff.  She told me some stuff that I don't remember, but one thing that I'll never forget was about her mom and that she told me she died in a bus accident.  I had goosebumps.

I was a young woman about 30 years old, blonde hair and tan skin, I had on a white bathing suit, and decided to go swimming, I believe it was in Santa Monica, no one knew I went swimming, it was warm water but it was winter time, I swam out past the waves, and a current caught me and took me way out to sea, until I couldn't see land anymore, I remember swimming and treading water forever, I was so tired that I finally just gave up and let myself drown, I remember going under water and watching the glow of the sun on the surface of the water, I seemed to be floating just below the surface until I faded away, I wasn't afraid, I was tired, and relieved to just relax and let it happen.

Friends,
In many eastern cultures and religions reincarnation is a fact no one argues about. It is ironic in many highly developed countries if one talks abouth this he is labeled strange or gullible.


Sincerely,
Master Po