Well the thing I think you'll need to learn is that no matter what you're never alone.  People react to how you feel about yourself.  I guess it's learning to love yourself first.  Others notice what you think of yourself.  When you finally realize that you have some great, wonderful qualities about yourself, you will realize how much you can do in life and help others.  It's easier said than done, for I've been very depressed myself, but you have to lift yourself out of this rut.  I realized this after finally hitting rock bottom....  So I just said, "You know what? I need to stop this! I will make myself happy!"  It's really just being content with who you are. I  have trouble doing that myself.  I have a lot of people who hate me too, but I react with the thought of, "Does it really matter? I don't live with them..."  Everyone has haters and lovers in their lives.  It's just about how you react to it.  Don't listen to them, or be around them if you can help it.  No matter what God always accepts you for who you are.  That's what keeps me going.

Whatever you did in your past life do not let it be the focus of this life.  Whatever lessons that you were supposed to learn in this life should be your focus.  Try living in the present moment and appreciating your life today.  Gratitude is the key, find something everyday to be grateful for even if it is just the bed that you sleep in or the food that you eat.  We all have many things to be grateful for in this life.  We will keep coming back again and again.  What has helped me the most is the teachings of Kryon, at www.kryon.com  check it out there are alot of channelings there that have helped me learn to love myself for the divine creature that I am.
Peace and Love to you.

Could you post your birth particulars if you know the correct time of birth?let me see any thing in your horoscope about your future?Past is passed and nothing could be done about it now.Look forward to the future.

I have had 3 windows opened into past lives, and in two of the three, I was a spiritual leader.  In one of them, I was an African man who was a priest of some kind.  In my last life before this one, I was a white male preacher.  I am female and Pagan.

I know three things about my last past life.  1. I shot myself in the head because of guilt. 2. I killed myself because I had done something completely horrible that gave me that guilt.  3. In my current life, I'm essentially the person I did wrong to in my last life.

However, in this one, I can't say that I'm repeating anything because I committed suicide in the last one.  I think that is because I found peace with the person I had murdered, and she forgave me.  

I don't have the problems that you seem to have.  You wrote that post sometime ago, back in July it looks like.  I forgot to check the year.  How is your life right now?  Perhaps you need to discover why you are repeating the same loop and how you can stop it, now that you are aware of the pattern.  Don't wait for another person to rescue you; only you can do that.  In order to grow, we have to confront our demons, and you made the first step by doing the past life regression.

We are not products of fate, and we have the power to change.  I wish you well and good luck in your journey.

I read your post with avid interest. I have a different spin on what I think was  a suicide in my past life.I'd like to know where to find someone that can do a reading on me to be sure but that will come later.  I always felt that in my past life I either committed suicide by putting a gun under my chin  pointed toward the top of my head and pulled the trigger. I dont know what all made me think of this as a child but when I was a teen it started making sense to me. I have a birthmark on my throat under my chin that is indented into my skin and slightly discolored.. I also suffer from debilitating headaches  that always include the top of my head and lets not forget sinus troubles... It would be fascinating to have that confirmed or corrected if im wrong.  Id like to hear from other people  their past life stories.. how they died , etc.