Thank you SO much guys!
that really has put my heart at ease...i'm actually excited how this all pans out...if its going to be someone new or yeah...
And thank you Alchemist for saying that...cause i was getting to the point as we do when one uncovers one layer and see's that there are many more to uncover and I was getting stressed if I was ever going to be ready...and after I read this there was a movie on...really cheesy but there was this one part that fitted so perfectly into this.
The scenario:
Kung Fu guy is on his last level and then he becomes a master, the teacher tells him to go find the next teacher, the Master that will take him the final level. And so the young guy goes on a wild goose chase and finds out that the the Master does not exist.
He returns home to his teacher and gets upset with him telling him why did you send me on this stupid task?
The teacher just looked up and smiled saying, you already know who the Master is....the young guy looks at the teacher blankly and so the teacher continues....you are the Master.
Now find him.
I'm now using that as a little bit of a mantra...to get me to start accepting the fact that I am that person already...I just need to find her. Accept it...kinda thing...
xx