I have a massage business...and a friend had her mom come in last night.  Seemed nice enough, healthy, nothing she put on the form.  I have my Reiki II and my Reconnection therapies.  I do massages typically, but I use white healing light in my hands while massaging and call on my guides to direct me.  I have had nothing but favorable responses, and told that they are like massages they have never felt before.  Even skeptics come off and book another appt.  

Back to my story.  While trying to work on this mom, I could  get my hands 'fired up' with the white light but many times it was coming off like black sludge the minute I would touch her.  After almost an hour of battling this...i tried to even just send her direct white light from the heavens directly to her core, and that would just turn brown then black and fade.  And the whole time I was working on her head...I could only see my hands covered in in black ink.  I sealed myself off and sent her with what she came with and me with what I came with...but I have NEVER experienced such a thing.  

Now the only thing that was different in my room is that I had a new chair in there...but I didn't sit on it until the end.  So I am not sure that the chair could have caused it, but am not going to rule it out.  I did spray down my room with my sacred spray after and chased out any ill spirits, and plan to smudge it again before my next massage.

Does anyone have any insight?  Typically people leave the massage gussing how wonderful....but she was like 'oh that was nice'.  She did rebook...but only because she has one more gift certificate to use.  So I need to know how to fix this before she comes back.

Sometimes we have to make a choice to let our pain and hurt go away. She must make her choices. Do as you do, but understand nothing is of you.

To me, some people are just little black holes.  They aren't bad, there is nothing "wrong" with them.  They just absorb energy.  Just like there are black holes in the Universe, that absorb light, there are people who absorb energy/light.
Personally I would ask the Universe to give to her the "highest/best energy of the Universe that is meant for her". I would not schedule anyone right after her and then reground and sit and clear out myself. I would not have my crystals in the room, if possible.


I would also wash my hands in sea salt after she leaves.  I think I would just be in the room where you do the work and move my aura out to fill the entire room and ask for energy to revitalize the room. I would then fill the room and myself with Violet Light.

Sometimes a person is just different.  I don't really know what they need.  I always ask for the highest energy of the Universe for them and ask that I be open to allow that energy to flow thru me for them. Ask for her guides and yours to be present.

I have to ask here, why do you want to 'move the white light'? Why do you assume that the darkness needs to be changed? Why do you think that your ideas are the only right ones?  Does this person feel distress, are they ill? Many people have a different energy matrix, not all work white or violet, why not try and accept them for what they are rather than trying to convert their energy to what you perceive as correct?

I also hope that you tell people you are treating them with reiki before you add that to the massage, not everyone likes the energy or will accept it and I wonder if this was them protecting themselves...

Why not?