Hi All,
My name is Divakar, I recently started Reiki1, our own aelis2004 or aelis

has attuned me, in my second healing on my self which I was doing casually in bed, I was holding the position with my hands on my pelvic area and meditating on Lord shiva ( On namah shivaya) and the mediation became intense and after I while I got very focussed and relaxed, I could feel a blistering warmth flowing in my pelvic area, and also I saw some symbols in dark red or black in red background, these symbols looked like some japanees or chinees alphabets, These syybols were like energy sprouting up and fading very fast, and also I saw a lotus which turned into white light. I also say a trishul (Lord shiva's Weapon)
After that I saw my brother who recently passed away, I tried to communicate and then the image faded as I could notice a element of fear in me, I felt a surge of emotion in me when this happened.
After that I kept thinking about it, I did not visualize what happened, it happened straight away, I felt very relaxed and energetic.
I feel very good about this occurance, Please let me know your feedback.
Best Regards,
Divakar.