I don't know what I do have but just know that from the very first day that I felt the energy coarsing through my body was September of 2005, so I believe that would be approximately about 18 or 19 months now and I can say that it is something that I feel consistantly throughout the day 24/7 for the past 18 or 19 months.   I have never been without the energy coarsing through my body.  In fact, in the beginning not knowing how to direct it correctly I almost overheated a couple of new cars I've had at the time.  Whenever I am around someone that is apparently in pain, the energy will automatically start to intensify itself to the point I will hurt straight to the center of my bones if I don't release it either taking that person's pain away or through meditation.  I have notice throughout all this time that heat will be generated and I am able to either increase that heat or decrease it accordingly and adjust it to that person tolarence so not to hurt them.  I have many instances where I can take any pain away and in a couple of cases have healed up fractures.  Most times I have to be careful with the amount of energy that exerts out of my hands for fear of hurting that person and have been known to do in the beginning.  This person was a friend of mine and was actually the first person I tried to help and noticed that at the time I was able to move the muscles within her arm without even touching her.  Ever since then, I have not known any different and have become accustomed to feeling the energy consistantly coarsing through me.  Sometimes it can be just a little bit frustrating and that is only when I drive because sometimes I literarily have to use something to buffer my direct impact to my car.  I used to hate feeling the constant tingling sensation within entire body.  When I put my hands on someone, I can see what their issue is internally and know when the pain has left their body, or I could be standing or sitting next to someone and I would see where their pain was and to the exact area and measurements of the area.  There's so much more but I feel will take too much room to write it all down.

So does that make me a naturally born healer?  I've been told that I was a healer but have always just did it out helping others feel painless.  Been doing it on and off for the past year and a 1/2 I have come into my gift.

mysticangel

Its sounds like you have become aware of your natural abilities

It is more than reiki, and I am sure that if you investigate and develop your skills more you will actually be much happier and be able to help more people. Do make sure that you are channelling the energy and not using your own life force instead, otherwise you may get very depleted and take on the illnesses yourself.

Its wonderful being able to see what's wrong. I remember the first time I did and thought WOW!,, I can remember when I had an accident and my young  son came over to me and said "Oh mummy you've broked your bone!"  And I said No I'll be ok, but he was adamant and pointed saying "no its broked there!"  And it was lol.

Have you done any development with your skills? Things like learning to ground and earth your energy will safeguard your car and electricial things lol. And practising channelling in and out energy too will enhance your touch.

Being a psychic will naturally give you help with sensitivity, things like empath and clairsentience will too

Gem,

yes to all accounts...for me it has been somewhat different than most I think in how I developed my skills to even how quickly they have progressed for me...

for most...everyone knew at an early age of their abilities or gifts and have been nuturing them most of their lives...for me...I never had a clue...it all came crashing down on me without any warning about a 18 or 19 months ago and pretty much said, "Hello!!! I'm here, it's yours...learn it.." type of thing...and from where i was to where i am today?  everytime I look back...I don't believe it myself most times.....

what I have discovered that happened to me is that it's as though I was in a coma of some sort and then all of a sudden woke up from a coma and its like i've always known it and what to do...can't really explain it....when I try to learn it...no matter what i did, i would never get it...then one day it will like a light bulb that switched on...and it's like someone took a hammer and hit my head and say, hey you...here it all is for you....take it....

i have always tried to find someone to go one on one and teach me, for i still have a lot to learn yet....but have never been able to find one....

what i do in here is only a tip of what i really am able to do as a whole that i help others that is around me here....but i'm hoping i am able to see how far it will go and where it will take me to other people needing my help in the future....time can only tell...

angel

Sometimes abilities come after a shock, or accident, or an illness, sometimes its a pregnancy that triggers the sense. Sometimes they come with age and sometimes because we are ready and can open to them. I wonder if you always had this ability but closed it off for some reason?  What happened around 18 months ago then....

Gem,

Nothing that was out of the ordinary or havn't gone through before in my life.  I was at the end of a relationship that lasted no more than 6 or 7 months, nothing to rave about or form any type of lifelong attachments.  

I have been told by several that I have always had my gifts, in fact I have always had them for many lives of my past.  (for which I know that I have had 8 others)  I know that there are those out there that does not believe in reincarnation, but I have had too many interactions with viewing them that I cannot not believe that it is in fact real and true that our soul's do return in different lifetimes.

I used to question the how, what, where, when about it all and have long ago given up finding those answers that may not make itself known to me now or if ever and it will remain a mystery forever.

I used to frantically try to learn everything and anything about it and get really frustrated when I come against brick and many times steel walls.  So one day, I quit searching for answers and started focusing more on nurturing it to fruition and try to make it stronger and stronger for the good of all mankind..I don't know how high it will escalate for me, but always do I take myself beyond humanly possible to test myself and a way for me to gauge myself and hone in on my gifts, for if we don't, we would never know how high we are capable of otherwise.  In the past, I had to perfect it.  If people really knew how hard I push myself past the limits as much as possible, they would think or say that I am addicted to my abilities.  My answer to that would be, yes I am surely that...Before it was the only thing that brought me comfort, now....it is my companion.  I came to terms long ago to enjoy it for it was given to me or surfaced for a reason.  

I am glad that I don't stress over learning about it anymore and just enjoy myself and to my surprise, it helped me become that stronger ability that I searched so long and hard for and could never find all on its own.....

So I guess that supports that, when we search far and wide, near or far for the very things we want yet never find.....

then one day...

We realized that we have the very things we desperately try to get before is ours now and we didn't realized when we had obtained it....

That is because when we stopped trying so hard, that is when the very thing we want comes to us....it's when we don't care one way or the other that we notice we have it....LOL!!

angel