I would like to know what's ahead of me for the year.

02/26/82 1:52 p.m.

Daizy ^u^

P.S. Thanks in advance!

Welcome Daizy!  

These readings are normally only thought to refer to the period of the next six months, so will this humble reader attempting to answer your question up to the early part of August, be to your satisfaction?

Your question automatically assumes that somewhere there exists a highly detailed road map of what the future holds in store for you between now and then, and that if I can only somehow intuitively gain access to that elusive map on your behalf, then you will be well prepared for whatever happens and therefore the risks which you have taken in moving forwards with your life will be proven to be more than worth it in the long run.

You are like so many other intelligent and hard working people before you looking for a high level of security and certainty in your life as a whole, which sadly for all of us does not exist on this planet. Doing anything which seems important to you necessarily requires you to take certain calculated (deliberate, planned) risks and to give up something or make personal sacrifices in order to get what we think we want. The secret is always to do whatever we are reasonably able to with the positive intention to minimize such risks, and to ensure that the sacrifices or compromises which we are forced to make by our current situation make are in non essential areas.

Your reading indicates that the next six months will be a complex and constantly shifting mixture of good and not so good news: both for yourself as well as for any dependents whom you might have. There will definitely be both challenges and opportunities ahead for you with regards to your optimum growth and development as both a spiritual and a human being during the weeks leading up to early August of 2012. You can either look towards the potential opportunities over this period with excitement and enthusiasm, or you can consciously choose to allow your fear of what these challenges might turn out to be to paralyze you or stop you dead in your tracks from continuing to pursue your dreams and ambitions.

These still undefined opportunities and challenges seemed too vague to me on the surface, and of little practical use to anyone when deciding exactly how they could best get through the next few months with their peace of mind and sense of humour both still relatively intact. I needed to go much deeper into your reading in order to look for the finer details about these opportunities and challenges which you are clearly asking me to provide you with.

Your focus or main theme Tarot card for this reading was THE EMPRESS.

The Empress is the archetype of a creator, whether it might be the creation of a new life (motherhood), of romance (having a relationship), or displaying a high level of creativity and innovation in the areas of art or business.

All new and creative ideas begin as a germ of a thought in somebody's mind (it may be yours), but the raw seed of an idea often needs considerable effort time and patience from everyone concerned or affected by it to be able to eventually be born or manifested into this physical level of reality.

Consequently The Empress is either the womb or nursery where this thought seed slowly but surely gestates or grows, until it reaches a critical level of maturity from which something solid and practical can eventually be delivered, given both the required time and proper encouragement to make this viable.

Your reading comes with a warning that while in some cases The Empress featuring in your reading could be interpreted by some readers as an omen of possible impending pregnancy and motherhood for the woman whose reading it is, only your doctor is qualified to advise you about this, and I feel in the context of this reading being yours that you are to be the creator of something other than a baby, at least during the short to medium term (6 months - 5 years).

I would on the other hand tend to interpret the Empress as meaning that you are acting rather like a mother hen or are being overly anxious, when it comes to  worrying about any existing children, creating a new business or romance, or taking an idea to its conclusion when you are surrounded by some of the harshest critics who are all telling you in no uncertain terms that your idea simply cannot work, no matter how hard you will try to make it work.

Please do not feel unintentionally offended by my next observation, but patience is not felt by your reading to be one of your greatest virtues or inner strengths. Just like a clucky mother hen you have a tendency to want to forcefully speed up and take complete control over any situation, so naturally a psychic reading seems to be the ultimate way for you to have this feeling of being in control at all times of your destiny.

There is the implication that if something comes through a psychic reading then it must always be true, and that it cannot be changed for the better, no matter what.  Finding that road map could give you a temporary illusion of being entirely in in control over your situation, but it would be only that and nothing more than that - AN ILLUSION.

In summary and to cut a potentially much longer story shorter, during the next six months or so you will be given one or more opportunities to see through the illusion that you are always in total control over your situation, and to master it regardless. Your corresponding main challenges will be in having enough faith, courage and last but certainly not least patience to allow your creative ideas to fully germinate to maturity.

If you make the depressingly common and often fatal error of trying to force things along according to your own inflexible and and on occasions unrealistic time schedule, and with the best of intentions smother your infant idea before it is ready to emerge into the cold light of our physical reality, it is unlikely to survive the first 24 hours in its new surroundings.

It would surely be better for you not to continually dig up the seed of your idea every few minutes, to be able to see what progress it has made since last time when you looked. Leave it in the ground and water and nourish it with your faith, courage and patience over the next half year, and by so doing significantly reduce the likelihood that your creative idea (a timely reminder here that this is NOT talking about a baby) will be handicapped by being born prematurely before it is completely grown and is mature enough to be able to survive the challenges and criticism which it will undoubtedly encounter along the way, or be entirely still born upon delivery.

Blessings,

EoT  

Many thanks for the reading. Yes at times I can be in a hurry bout things. And bout me in control, I know that I am not. It's more often my mother, my husband, or my father that are in control of things. But no my hope for the future is that my family finely is able to get a home of their own.  I have been stressed a lot lately, between taking care of a home that's falling apart and taking care of all of my families needs and problems. In which leaves very little time for my self and my problems. But my mother and my husband don't see it that way, they never do. They just seem to think that I am making up a reason to get out of doing my working, but I am not. So that's why I asked for the reading in the first place. I needed to see if something bout that would change, that I couldn't see with my own eyes or that of my mother's or husband's. But anywho thanks for the insight!  

Always,

Daizy ^u^

Hello again Daizy,

This will probably makes me sound to be insensitive to your suffering, and that I am looking for easy answers to extremely difficult and complex problems (when I do not intend to do either of these).

But what your mother and your husband do is beyond my control, and to a large degree your control as well. Nobody (readers included) can see things exactly as they are seen through another person's eyes, because we are effectively unique individuals with an equally unique soul history of our own. We are only held responsible for what we consciously do. This is not the same thing as to blame or to continue to punish ourselves without mercy for something of which we were never guilty in the first place

Your reading reveals that you are a woman possessing great inner strength and endurance, but even a saint has his or her limits and neither of us are going to become a saint any time soon. In every family there is a healer or fixer, and without volunteering to be one you are it in your family, and I am it in mine!

Hey you are doing your level best to keep your family together, or keep some semblance of control over their and your own future. Without knowing how dependent you are upon your husband and mother financially and otherwise, I am hesitant to suggest that you should do anything too extreme and potentially dangerous to your health and safety.

The bad news is that I do not feel that your husband or mother are ever going to recognise what a brilliant job you are doing, and how good are your intentions to save them from themselves.

The good news however is that your reading did indicate that you are more than able to meet and eventually rise above the challenges which are presently being presented to you in indirectly changing their negative attitudes towards you, by changing yourself. It is always easier said than done, but you need to develop a thicker skin to protect you from their constant criticism and their totally offensive suggestion that you are doing this to get out of working.

You are already working significantly harder than all of them put together, but unfortunately the family healer or fixer is rarely understood by members of their own clan and often are made to feel like lepers or aliens.

Our extreme sensitivity to the attitudes of others about us is an expensive price which WE family healers and fixers are expected to pay, without any hint of protest being permitted. There are actual spiritual, visualisation methods which we can learn to use on a daily basis, in order to reduce our pain of feeling different.

Look at the following page as only one of many possible examples.....

"Decording"

http://healingtowholeness.com/decording.html

Also see.......

"White Light of Protection"

http://www.psychicinsights.org/whitelight.html

"How to Connect with Your Body to Feel Balanced: 10 Grounding Techniques"

http://tinybuddha.com/blog/how-to-connect-with-yourself-and-feel-balanced-10-grounding-techniques/

"Spiritual Grounding, Centering, Clearing and Protection"

http://mojan.com/content/spiritual-grounding-centering-clearing-protection

Hoping that this helps,

EoT  

I don't think your being insensitive, your being honest and I thank you for that.

^u^