Please give me an akashic reading MangoMom. Thank you very much.

Peaceful Warrior,

You requested an Akashic Record Reading from me with this question:

My question is, please tell me when do you see a new sensitive girl/love coming into my life? I want to share my life with a beautiful, sensitive, caring, nurture kind of girl. PLease tell me when do you see a new sensitive love for me? MAny blessings. Thank you very much.

You have been looking so hard for that sensitive girl for so long, that you cannot see "the forest for the trees".  Hon, you keep looking for love in all the wrong places.  To find the girl of your dreams, you will have to find her in a location that you are doing something you like to do.  To find your love, you must first find your best friend.  When I first wrote those words, I received a vision of a library.  You enjoy reading and more specifically, you enjoy reading about any and all things regarding the metaphysical.  You will find that lady soon, but first you have to do some work on yourself.  As with any human being, we are our worst enemy when it comes to accomplishing something we want.  In you, I see the lack of self confidence, in that you keep saying I want someone I can love with all my heart and soul, by I don't deserve it.

Hon, we all deserve finding someone that we can love and that will love us in return.  There is someone in your past that has hurt you deeply, by felt so totally betrayed that it is hard for you to open up to finding someone.  I don't believe the woman was a girlfriend, I feel it was an older woman, like aunt or grandmother, or maybe even a best friend's mom or sister.  I don't think that part is important to point out as much as it is important for you to forgive.  Until you remove the block of mistrust and hurt, you cannot open up to what is waiting for you.  I have a prayer for you to say for the next 23 days, the act that hurt you was quite some time ago and it will take some time for you to begin to see where your blocks lie.

FORGIVENESS PRAYER
If there is anyone or anything that has hurt me in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it.  If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly I forgive and release it.  This I ask for the highest good of all concerned


After you have said this prayer for 23 days you will begin to see people in a different light, first you will begin to make new friends and you will begin to see yourself smile much more often.  You are a very kind hearted individual and are respected by many, but there are some that like to tease you too, those will also be forgiven throughout the process.

Don't put so much emphasis on you must have the love of your life to be whole and complete.  You are a whole and complete person and soul, the love only expands that wholeness.  Love yourself first, as we say, how can someone else love you if you don't love yourself.  

Hon, I want you to work on this for the next 3 months before asking for other readings, you have to do the work to get the fruit of your labors.  Meaning, you need to work on yourself before you can go forward.

Many blessings to you, much love, light and laughter to you and yours.  
MangoMom

Thank you very much for your reading. Is very helpful for me. All the best and many blessings for you.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone.