Hello again to my good friend Karabo,
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| My prayers still with your family, hoping to hear soon that your wife is reacting positively to her treatment. |
Thank you for caring. That is of course once the active phase of my wife's treatment begins, which will be on December 27th. The planning stage usually takes approximately 2 -3 weeks, in order to ensure its maximum effectiveness once started.
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| And if it's not too personal I would like to know what disability you have? |
Not too personal for me to be uncomfortable discussing it on the forum, but it is more a case of it being too complicated to easily describe in words you would be likely to understand. I am not even sure I fully understand it myself, after having had this medical condition for over 30 years. My doctors are no closer to learning what it is, than they were in the early 1980s.
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| And you should know that it's people like you i'm inspired by. |
It is good and decent people like yourself who inspire me to keep going, and to keep giving readings. So let us keep inspiring each other to both be better people than we already are, through our conversations on this forum.
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| Anyway, my request for a reading has to do with what i hope to achieve in the next year. This year has been the worst year for me by far, i've hit the worst lows i never possibly thought i would in my life, and that has made me either want to live or shrivel up and die, i want to live and hoping to start again recreating my life, where would i need to start in recreating oneself? |
Your reading only confirms what you have already told me in this request.
Putting it mildly and politely, you have definitely had much better years than this one (2011) has been. But the important point which you seem to be overlooking is that given the choice as to whether you should give up, shrivel up and die or if you are going to confront life's challenges head on with faith and courage as your constant and loyal traveling companions, YOU CHOSE LIFE OVER MEDIOCRITY OR DEATH.
From what I know of you as a person through your earlier readings, I seriously doubt whether giving up will ever be an option for someone of such high intelligence and good quality of character such as yourself. I feel that although you have your bad days at times just like the rest of us do, that you are actually doing much better than you think that you are. A lesser person might have given up prematurely, but you resisted the temptation to turn and run away magnificently.
One of the great ironies of life commonly seen in people like Karabo, EoT and most of the other members who would do virtually anything to help out a friend who is in need and be kind and gentle and patient with them, is that they are often the complete opposite of being kind, gentle or patient with themselves. While we encourage, inspire and try to be someone's best friend, we discourage, constantly beat up on ourselves effectively for no good reason and are our own worst enemies.
Who gave you your reading asks the right or authority to appoint yourself to be our own judge, jury and executioner? Even the most hardened of criminals are given a fair trial and must be presumed innocent until proven guilty beyond all reasonable shadow of a doubt.
Now we have all if we are honest done things in our lives that we are not proud of doing, or that we would rather other people should not find out about us, but if a serial killer can get a fair trial and have his day in court as an opportunity to defend himself, why then do we not extend the same rights to ourselves as basically good people?
Your focus card for this month's reading is simply and rather appropriately in my opinion called
JUSTICE.
As soon as I hear that word justice, it immediately conjures up images of courtrooms, judges, lawyers and the well known law symbol of the blindfolded woman holding in her hand a pair of balanced scales in my mind's eye. So one possible interpretation for this particular card which either may or may not apply to you personally is that during the next six months thought to be covered by this reading you will be involved at some level and in some capacity with the law and still to be defined legal matters.
Not all of these legal matters require your attendance or participation in a courtroom setting with a judge and/or jury, but the reading is possibly predicting that you will need to sign important legal documents as part of the process of transferring money or real estate. You are not planning to buy or build another house are you, because if you are that would be completely consistent with what that card appears to be telling me will happen.
As I previously said the judge, courtroom, lawyers, legal matters interpretation for Justice is only one of several. Another alternate interpretation for Justice normally has absolutely nothing at all to do with the law in a formal setting. Although in some readings I have given, the client has reported back to me that both of these interpretations apply equally in their situation. Accordingly I am not entirely ruling out the relatively low chance that they will both equally apply also to you.
Essentially JUSTICE IS ALL ABOUT BALANCE. To be more exact it is concerned with the balancing of EFFECTS against their corresponding CAUSES, or perhaps the CONSEQUENCES of our actions against our ACTIONS. Causes inevitably lead to effects or outcomes, as our actions or behaviors inevitably lead to certain consequences (short or long term: positive or negative).
An important part of the way in which adult human beings learn most effectively is through thinking, doing and then dealing with the consequences of their thoughts and actions in a balanced and mature manner. The idea is that if certain thoughts and their resulting actions continue to lead to consequences which we do not like or want, then we are more likely because of the unhappiness and extra suffering they cause us to eventually change our thoughts and behaviour to give us more positive consequences in their place.
Approximately between now and the middle of June 2012, this reading is predicting that you are going to encounter a situation (or situations plural) where a large negative consequence of your behaviour will cause you to seriously think about the urgent need to change your thinking and behaviour towards a close friend, a member of your own family, or perhaps a work colleague of yours. Continuing to think or behave in this negative manner towards someone is not doing any good for your relationship with them.
But hang on, as I think that I may have incorrectly identified exactly who this person is who your relationship with has seen better days. It is not after all a close friend, family member or work colleague of yours who you will need to significantly improve your relationship with.
It is you!
YOU NEED TO SIGNIFICANTLY IMPROVE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH, OR GIVE MUCH MORE SELF LOVE TO YOURSELF THAN YOU HAVE EVER DONE BEFORE IN THE PAST.
Then balanced justice and fairness towards yourself will both finally be satisfied!
EoT
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