Dear Fountain,
Especially in the light of my own wife's illness with cancer and my own worsening chronic health problems, my heart goes out to you as I know from first hand experience how health issues can so quickly become depressing and debilitating enough to make you want to throw in the towel. You are grappling with and facing the same fears head on which are shared by all sentient beings of your own mortality - the unavoidable but clearly unpopular fact that at some point in the future your physical body will cease to function - it but not your eternal spirit will then expire, or be dead to this physical world and the other people living in it.
Your spiritual counsellor was probably well meaning by informing you that in this incarnation you are running away or avoiding having to face something, but welcome to the human race as to some degree we are all guilty of running away from distasteful or uncomfortable truths about ourselves and our relationships with others. But when it comes to facing the fear of our body's eventual demise, I seriously doubt there are many people who do not think about this especially when they have serious and/or chronic health issues as you obviously do.
I cannot give you a medical reading, and because I am not a medium and even if I were spirit readings are not allowed on Mystic Boards, I do not claim to be either in direct contact or communication with your spirit guides or Higher Self or angelic beings.
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| I just want to know from my guides and higher self and angels if they are there this time and if pass on when i do i will be safe |
Whether they are there this time? Does that mean that you believe they were not there during your previous incarnations? I cannot guarantee anything about guides or angels as I have no personal experience of either as a frame of reference to work from, but when it comes to knowing my own Higher Self is always there, I also in turn know that yours is always with you in all and between each Earthly incarnation.
I think that this idea or concept of your Higher Self being separate from the rest of you causes much needless confusion and anxiety that it could in theory being separate walk out on you at a moments notice and leave you unprotected and alone with yourself.
Firstly your Higher Self is your true Self. Your Earthly identity is only a vehicle or a way of your Higher Self accumulating first hand life experiences. Basically you cannot exist separately or independently of your Higher Self for even one millionth of a second, because it is the real you.
It is this false belief that one can somehow be separated from one's own Higher Self which is in turn a small point of Light inside the mind of God which we all carry inside of us always and forever that is causing most of your current fear of being deserted by your Higher Self when you feel that you need it most: immediately after your own transition into the spirit realms when your time has arrived.
I realise that my part logical and part intuitive or spiritual way of explaining things is probably not as satisfying and does not carry half the feeling of authority to my friend as being told the same things through an angel or spirit guide in a more melodramatic manner, but how can you knowing that this is true think that your Higher Self could ever leave you, because IT IS YOU? As for you being safe in the arms of your Higher Self at the moment of the death of your physical body, you could not be in safer and more loving hands if you tried to. You are simultaneously in the arms of God.
But all of this talk seems to assume that you will never have any chance of getting on top of your health issues, which may or may not be true. Yes it is fact that one day your body will cease to function consistent with life, but although I cannot give you a medical reading, my impressions are that there is plenty of fight and determination to give your health issues a serious run for their money.
Whether or not yours is a sharp short or chronic long term health issue, the body has incredible powers of healing if we only get out of its way long enough to allow it to work its healing magic. Don't give up on yourself quite yet. I certainly will not give up on you, and neither I believe will the part of God inside you ever leave you unprotected.
Blessings 2U,
EoT
