hello eot

hope you and your son are dealing well with the health issues you had mentioned in one of your earlier posts and things are progressing well . you were in my thoughts all along .

this time around i was waiting almost desperately for the one month period between two readings to get over so i can request you again for a reading for something that has recently taken over my whole existence completley . i have been having certain experiences that might sound weird to people around me so i felt like asking you because considering you as a gifted soul you might be able to get what i have been going through in my opinion and understand my request and answer it accordingly that in turn might help me understand it better too so i can get myself out of this dilemma that has been going on inside me for some time.

i have pm'd you the reason that made me request you for this reading .
i would write my question again here

" how do you think this energy would manifest in my life and do i need to take some precaution as i mentioned in my pm to you or should i just wait and watch things getting unfolded or is it just in my mind and there is nothing i should be worried about especially in terms of (sharing my mind/inner experiences with my family) in this particular case ?" i have no idea how to deal with it

thanks so much for your time and inputs .
regards
sweet

Hey Sweet,



I thank you for genuinely caring enough to ask with regard to how we are coping with our health issues as a family.  Your healing thoughts and prayers for all of us are always much appreciated by your humble friend and reader.



I am sorry that this has actually got to the point of you feeling as desperate as you obviously are, but there are very few of us who could honestly predict that we would be any better prepared than you are to undergo a spiritual awakening on the same major scale which you are currently experiencing, if it had happened instead in our own lives. You are making the common mistake that I have also made in the past on several occasions in attempting to solve all of my many problems at the same time, scaring myself until I am effectively paralysed with fear, and severely overloading my coping skills in the process.

It is recommended that you should look at and treat the physical, mental, emotional challenges of your spiritual awakening separately from the other types as a group, and take it one step at a time. You will undoubtedly require the help and encouragement of many people both professional and non professional to act as your support network while your body and mind adapt to the new situation.



As a result of your ongoing spiritual awakening, these quickened or accelerated energies are now for the first time in your life being made available to you, to be used in whatever way you feel is most consistent with your spiritual beliefs and purpose for being alive here on Earth, at this particular moment in time. This means that while I can confidently predict that these new energies will progressively increase over the coming months, what you will ultimately decide to do with them is neither set in stone nor unable to be changed, if you wish it to be changed.

I have enough difficulty in predicting what I would decide to do with these new energies if it had happened to me, without attempting to put myself in your place and guess what you will do with them. Honestly this is a time for you taking planned, practical action to make this easier for yourself and for your friends and family. This is NOT the right time for allowing your negative imagination get the worst of you and trying to be a fortune teller about a future which does not yet exist.



Yes, avoid continuing to get too many more readings about this, take better care of yourself and consult a trained and qualified professional if and/or when it is felt to be needed. Do not try to convince your family about what is happening to you as many of them have closed minds to such things, and you are only more than less likely to alienate yourself further from them, by doing so. Only someone who has already gone through this themselves has any common point of reference to work from in even beginning to understand what it feels like to have to go through what is possibly one of the most stressful experiences which can happen to us while still occupying a physical body.

You are not going mad or crazy, but it only feels like you are? You are not imagining this is happening. It is all too real. But your major challenge is not to at the same time let your negative imagination make you start believing that you are losing your mind, or most importantly that you cannot cope with this. It is true that you cannot cope with it entirely by yourself, but with the help of professionals and non professional helpers, there are no records of someone having specifically died from a spiritual awakening. You will with other people's help get through this, and become a stronger and more self confident person as a direct result.



To a certain extent, the answer to this question must be yes - some times.

This awakening cannot be forced or accelerated. To do so will only cause you further problems which you could easily do without. But just waiting and watching if things unfold is never enough by itself. Sometimes you will need to wait and watch, and at other times you will need to take immediately planned, practical action in steps to avoid another crisis. A balance or combination of both watching and waiting and you taking practical and positive action will be needed at different times in order to bring about a more favourable result.



It is happening in your body, mind and spirit: simultaneously. Some of it is therefore happening as well in your unconscious mind, but not only or just in your mind. Many people think that if you are imagining something then it cannot be real. Yet everything which exists must first be imagined. Genuine psychic messages and our fantasies must both first come through our imaginations. So not everything already in or coming through our mind's imaging or visualising powers (our imagination) is NOT real.



There are definitely some things for you to be thinking of or caring about or to be concerned about your relationships with other family members in the light of your own spiritual awakening. But there is a very big difference between these normal, human responses and worrying yourself sick or into a hospital bed or premature grave that you could stand to lose your entire family simply because they do not understand what is happening to you.

This is exactly what I was referring to before when I said that your negative imagination can potentially become a much bigger problem when compared to the spiritual awakening itself. Our minds tend to make mountains out of molehills, or grossly magnify or exaggerate the seriousness of a situation.

This phenomenon is commonly called CATASTROPHISING.

Think and care about what you could possibly do to help your family members be more comfortable with and understanding of your spiritual awakening, but please, please, please do not worry yourself sick or dead over it.

-------------------Your reading ends here---------------------------------

Any further questions or requests for support with reference to your spiritual awakening should only be posted in the main psychic forum, instead of in this sub forum which is reserved exclusively for readings.

I am unable to give you another reading specifically about this identical subject of your spiritual awakening, until at least April 18th 2012 (6 months since this request) or beyond that. But of course while still working within the rules of the forum, I would be more than happy to give you readings about any other subject than this one, between now and April 18th next year.

From your friend first and reader second,

EoT    

hi eot

thank you so much for what you wrote up there .... you are a great friend and that is what i like most about yourself . i have got the message you were trying to convey . until yesterday i was worried for people around me "more" than my own self because i have been going through "it" for long now so it is going to be another milestone i believe in this journey for me. i was just concerned for people so they don't "panic" as you also know and have stated as well that people generally have closed minds for such phenomena and it would be wise to refrain from sharing much about the same with them . i would like to believe , as i always have in the past , in your advice and would take it one step at a time as suggested by you and see where i land -

thanks so much for putting my mind at rest by sharing your insight for this matter. i would like to share that lack of friends in my life is major reason for me to come here to ask for your assisstance . and when i get replies from you my mind is more willing to accept it as "friendly advice" than "intuitive insight" only because you are a wonderfully gifted person not only in terms of intuition but in terms of "understanding life" as well and therefore are precious as a person to everyone who seeks your "advice" besides your family ofcourse. this universe acts in strange ways. now what i wrote above (about lack of friends) was mentioned only to convey that your asisstance and advice is always and truly appreciated with all my heart .

all the very best to your family and my friend ...until we meet next -

best regards
sweet

Sweet,

I returned from my weekly day off on Thursday to be greeted by what can only be described as a very positive and glowing response from one of my favorite internet friends on Mystic Boards.

Putting your mind at rest and providing friendly advice and ongoing support will always continue to be given the highest priority in my readings.

I am not particularly interested in proving anything to anyone who visits this site about my intuitive abilities, or in wanting to be regarded as being especially psychic or special in any way.

Basically I get a huge positive emotional buzz from feeling that I am helping people in a way that not everyone either could or would chose to.

Yes the Universe often acts in strange ways, but clearly not all of them are unpleasant ones. I came here looking for friends as well, so our working relationship on this forum is mutually beneficial to both of us in the friends department.

When the number of people off line whom we can honestly include on our list of friends is as low as it is with both my wife and myself (we are both loners), then this makes every single friendship made on the Web that much more precious than it otherwise might have been if we had instead been outgoing people who had friends in the double digits.

So you do not need to feel in any way embarrassed for having low self confidence and having difficulties with trusting people in your life outside of your own family, or feel that you are in danger of being misunderstood as someone who plays on other people's sympathies by including this in your response.

I feel that to many shallow people revealing ones true Self on a public forum such as this one is wrongly viewed as a sign of weakness and lack of courage, when the truth of the matter is that it is actually a sign of their own inner strength and great courage for them to knowingly make themselves more vulnerable to anyone who would be so unkind as to take unfair advantage of their openness and honesty.

In my eyes or from my own personal perspective you already have a deeper and more balanced understanding about your many strengths and weaknesses (which we all as fallible human beings have no lack of) than many people twice your age, so in a spiritual sense I feel that you could well be an older soul when compared to your Aussie friend.

At the very least I feel that we are each others equals when discussing such subjects as we frequently enjoy doing upon this reading board, so I will hear no more about this being a one way teacher student relationship where I am supposed to be here to impress you with my wisdom and insight, and you are supposed to be in constant and increasing awe of me, and feel suitably honored that I would want to help you.

The type of stuck up spiritual elitism (I am in every way a better and more spiritually advanced person than you are) approach which is promoted on other "spiritual or "psychic" websites on the internet really makes me terribly angry and sad at the same time.

People who are spiritually inclined still get angry and sad just like everyone else does at some time in their lives, but the big difference is what we chose to do with our anger and sadness with the healing intention to make the world a better place because we were here.

Spiritual elitism or one up person ship only makes me that much more devoted and committed to carrying out this spiritual labor of love to the very best of my abilities (with adequate, regular rests in between).

Perhaps I should (if it does not embarrass you further) extend my affectionate greeting of sweet in name and sweet in nature, to sweet but wise in spirit as well.

Love, Light and deep respect for you from your friend first and reader a distant second,

EoT  

dear eot

thank you for being kind again as you have been all along . i think you understand everything that i talk about here on this forum that many people including my family would discard as "strange" and give your insight so i can think and act better and that is what makes you different for me from others .

to be able to converse at same wavelength and understand what other is trying to convey is in itself a "blessing" . i have been going through a difficult phase and u have played the role of a caretaker for me by taking care of my queries and putting my mind to rest many times . i am learning my lessons and it is comforting that a person like yourself is around with a helping spirit . i have always believed that blessings in life manifest themselves in some strange ways most of the times and you fit the bill for me in the situation i am today .

i feel blessed to have a friend like yourself  

best regards
sweet