Dear Fountain,
You have I feel quite unintentionally put me in a somewhat difficult and delicate position, by continually expecting me to exceed the limits of my competence and expertise in supporting you any further than I already have out of good will.
I totally understand and am acutely sensitive to my friend's suffering, but I also on the other hand recognize my own limitations of time and energy and what is legal, in being able to help you any further than I already have through these intuitive readings.
Communication with spirit guides is normally only attempted through mediumship readings, which are not allowed on Mystic Boards. Readings given through private messages and emails are similarly not permitted according to the site rules which this site's owner has implemented with good reason. These guidelines apply equally to everyone using this forum: readers and non readers alike.
Please therefore do not take them personally to heart as a possible sign that I do not care. This could not be further from the truth. Many people have told me that I care too much for my own good about people like yourself, but that's just me. I simply cannot do this spiritual work any other way. What you see with me is exactly what you get.
Please note that since you have now received this reading you will not be eligible for another one either on this or any of the other reading forums, until at least November 16th (one month to the day since your previous request).
If you do require any further support in addition to my monthly readings, then you should immediately consult an understanding professional person outside of the internet, who is better qualified to offer you other special means of support which I sadly am not.
For more severe cases of depression or emotional disturbance where people are experiencing thoughts of suicide or are in danger of harming themselves, the following website is an excellent place to begin, but once again this is only to be used in combination with help obtained from a suitably trained and knowledgeable professional off line.
http://www.befrienders.org/
May you eventually find renewed inner peace and strength in order to help you get through this dark night of your soul.
Namaste,
EoT
