Hello.This is my first time posting here & I am so glad I found this message board as it seems to be such a welcoming kind community.

My life hasn't been going the way I'd like for a long time.Last year I lost my job & I've been trying to find work but it's like searching for a needle in a haystack to even get hired. As far as a career I am so lost as I do not know at all what I should be doing with my life. I need some direction because I am 34 & it feels like my time is running out.

Almost a month ago the love of my life ended our relationship. I still do not understand because it was unexpected but I also had that gut feeling that something bad was going to happen. That is the Pisces in me. I am also afraid that I trust my gut feelings too much & over analyze it.

I have been very depressed & every day is such a struggle.

The questions I have are about love, career & happiness.

1.What is in store with me as far as love?

2.Will I meet someone new or rekindle my past relationship? (I wasn't sure if this last question could be asked or not.)

2. What route should I take as a career? I want to start college in the Spring but I just am lost as to what to do.

3.When will I be happy again?


I literally have nobody to talk to so this here is my only outlet.Thank you for your time & bless you all.

Actually never mind. Upon further reading of what others have asked, the questions I have cannot be answered here.

Hiyas,

I so feel for you, it is obvious how much pain you are in too. I am so sorry for that and wish you well very soon. But with just a little minor tweaking of your questions I am sure that I could be able to give a reading for you. The fact remains though that the future is up to you and created by you. You determine what you will do  and how you will react, no-one can predict that. We can offer suggestions and obvious traits and so on and opinions if you carry on the same course, but sometimes just by having a reading that will all change and you will react differently.

You do sound stressed and in pain, so maybe it may be better to take a few deep breathes and then come back and ask again when you really know how you would like help?  Let me know what you think and till then,

Many blessings


Cassie

Hello Cascade of Light & thank you so much for your reply. I must say it is rather confusing to figure out what to ask & how to ask it.I do know that we are the only ones who control our own destiny but it is however nice to get someone else's perspective on it so that the person could improve themselves.

I have read a lot as far as careers & my sign plus numerology results are always the same & are quite accurate.They all state something in the arts or healthcare.I'm torn between this as I know healthcare is something that wouldn't be hard at all to get hired for & I am an empathetic caring person but I also want to be a photographer. Just kinda lost.This is something I will have to figure out on my own or do a coin toss.=D

As for my ex, I am not sure if I should give up hope or not. I haven't ever been this drawn to another human being & it does feel like a part of me is missing.I feel deep inside that he is my soul-mate so letting go is something which I seem to not be able to do by choice.Something is holding on & I feel like that my heart should keep fighting for him.Does this make sense at all? Literally every night when I dream, he is in it or something that pertains to him. Every day multiple times I see or hear things that remind me of him. Do you have any feeling as to if he is the one for me? I am horrible with words sometimes & am full of so many emotions that it is hard to get them typed out correctly. There is a saying "I don't love him because I need him, I need him because I love him." That sums up my issue perfectly.

I was reading a reply you left to another poster & you mentioned Cinderella. I wish that life was like that of a fairytale where we meet our prince charming & live happily ever after.You also spoke of guardian angels. Do they really exist & if they do, do you feel that I have one to watch over me? I feel so alone & sad all the time so I am not sure if anyone listens when I cry.

All of my friends have abandoned me as I take care of my disabled mother so I cannot go do things with them as they would like.I have obligations but they didn't understand so at this point in time I do not have anyone to talk to. my mother is difficult & angry all the time & just never listens & brushes my feelings under the rug as they are not real to her.

As far as a job, do you have any feeling if in the near future I will be successful in my search? It has been a year & a half & I'm starting to lose hope.

I hope that my questions now do help you in providing a reading. Thank you so much for your time & bless you.

You could always do photography in your spare time and see how you get on? That way you won't lose any talent and can see what really suits you and what you enjoy and want to do

I believe in angels, and especially guardian angels, not everyone does though and that's fine by me. Perhaps I do not see tham as the white robed, great winged creatures but more as globes of light and energy.

I was immediately struck by the need to pass on a message from the angels, so I hope that is ok

First I was told that you need a lot of healing, that you are obviously in pain and hurting and a little bit lost and feeling left and alone. You need to be wrapped in angels wings like a warm cosy blanket of light, healing you from the inside out, starting with your heart and piecing it back together so that every time it beats there is no long such pain. I have added a wish of reiki with this post so hopefully as you read you will feel slightly better too.
Next I was shown an angel touching her toes. How wierd is that? To me this may mean that you need to be more flexible and energetic and care about your health and wellbeing a bit more than usual. You should come first for a while. You are worth it and need the extra heat and energy that will help to make you adaptable and able to get through this much more easily.
When it comes to love it is the worst pain imaginable when we are heartbroken. But love makes the world go round and there are such things as second chances, and third chances, and even twentieth chances, but to be open to those possibilities we need to be supple and flexible and able to love.

A broken heart does not work at it's best and needs to be given a chance to heal. In fact sometimes the best way to allow that to happen is to walk away and protect yourself from more pain, we all need resilience, we all need to be able to bounce back and get back into the swing of things. Wondering if things will break again is not a good start, wondering if we are forgiven or if we will be treated the same way again or hurt is no conducive to true love. Trust has to be complete and two way, not unfair.

It can be very hard to completely forgive and sometimes for our heart it  is better to walk away and keep on walking.

You need to be respected, so first start by respecting yourself. You are worth time, you are worth care, you will feel better very soon too and then you will start to feel stronger and more able to make decisions about everything. Use your photography, take pictures of beauty, and nature, visit the ocean or a lake or a fast river or slow babbling brook. Be kind to yourself too, you deserve it