Dear Christina,
You are very welcome.
It is quite understandable that you should be feeling a mixture of interest as well as anxiety about sensing spirits and using your gift of mediumship, and there is certainly no need for you to be apologizing to anyone (least of all myself), as taking that first step of posting to this forum must have required a lot of courage for you to do so.
It has not been so long since I first came to Mystic Boards for me to forget how intimidating I found doing this to be, so please do not think that I have no understanding at all of how difficult it was for you to take the plunge so to speak and reveal something about yourself which you may not have been comfortable discussing with people living close to you.
That is exactly what this website and online spiritual community is all about - people helping other people with their psychic/spiritual questions and problems in a friendly and non judgmental manner.
It was precisely that feeling of becoming part of a community and of this being a safe home away from home which drew me to MB forums over four years ago, and I sincerely hope that you will find all you are looking for here in addition to making many new and lasting friendships along the way.
I have every confidence that you will be suitably impressed by Spiritalk's broad knowledge and understanding of this subject, and I know that she will do her level best to make you feel even more relaxed about what has been happening to you of a paranormal nature, and point you in the right direction on your spiritual journey.
Once again I welcome you to Mystic Boards, and I look forward to regularly seeing you around on the forums, although most all of my work is done exclusively on this one.
Love, Light and Peace to you and your family, from me and mine,
EoT
