I always enjoy your readings and they are very helpful.  I just read over the last general reading you did for me to see what had changed in my life since then.  A lot has changed/happened.  I've met new people, had surgery, and even switched to a new job in a different field.  There are many questions I'd like to have answered, but I don't feel I could give one more importance than another.  I would greatly appreciate a general reading from you.

Thank you once again for your time.

Namaste

Dear Songstress,

Finally I am getting around to giving you your reading, and thank you sincerely for your patience while waiting for this to happen. Your wait is now at an end. I completely agree with you that in the light of there having been so many changes between your last reading and this one, that a general reading would probably be the best way to move forwards from here. The big question in my mind is as to wondering whether my inner guidance could reasonably assign a higher priority to one of these many changes, over any of the others. Where could or should an effective reading begin?

How may I ask can one compare the possible long term consequences of you having surgery or getting another job in a completely different field from your previous area of expertise and experience, particularly when one could have significant effects on the other?

For example what came first - the surgery or totally changing your career direction? Did having the surgery make it easier for you to change your job, including giving you better health and increased self confidence? Or did changing your job give you the extra money to be able to afford having your surgery?

The main theme or subject or message of this month's general reading is that it is virtually impossible to assign a priority to one change over all of the others, primarily because none of them happens entirely separated or isolated from all the other many changes which are happening in your life at around the same time.

The main thrust or guiding purpose of this reading is NOT to predict what other changes might happen to you during the next six months commonly thought to be covered by it (although I sense that this was exactly what you expected and were hoping that this reading would do), but instead to help you to consolidate or make any single one of these changes work more harmoniously and effectively with all the other changes.

The next six months will be largely a period of a tying up of any loose ends caused by you having experienced so many important changes all at once, and in a concentrated burst of changes which came close at one stage during the last year or more to entirely overpowering your ability to cope with the sheer amount and rate of the changes which were happening. It nearly all got too much for you, but suddenly your courage and patience earned their just reward, and you found something special from within yourself which spurred you on to victory over your doubts and fears, when a lesser person might have easily given up prematurely?

Now the next million dollar or pound question is with regards to identifying what exactly that special thing or quality which came from within yourself and which in turn gave you the courage and patience to make it this far was.

Because if you could identify what this was that made you so determined to overcome any obstacles which you had placed in your path when it might have seemed easier in the short term to give up and become severely depressed, hopefully you could eventually learn how to summon it in the future as well when the going once more gets tough or tougher.

It goes far beyond your beliefs that you can somehow cope with all these major and rapid changes. It is much more than you having self confidence.

Call it your life force, Higher Self, spirit guide, guardian angel or God him or herself, but the idea is for you to progressively learn to increasingly be able to call it, especially when it is felt to be most needed in your life and in the face of its many significant challenges.

I would therefore interpret this general reading to mean that the next six months are mainly a time for you (possibly with my help) consolidating or bringing together each of these individual changes which have happened to you relatively recently, into a more harmonious one change which can be maintained and further improved upon over a much longer period of time than it might have otherwise been if you had not been made so aware of your spiritual strengths and your own inner guidance.

I feel through this reading that this would be a good time for you to join a regular psychic development group, to further develop your ability to voluntarily summon the God part of yourself from within you when it is needed, instead of it happening completely spontaneously and largely beyond your conscious control (which is what is mostly happening now).

Love, Light and Healing to you my good friend,

EoT  

The wait wasn't that long at all.  I don't mind waiting.  I'll go through and answer some of the questions you brought up.  Perhaps it would be easier for me to give a more detailed overview of what has happened.

In early May I started feeling sick at work and went home.  By the end of the night I was in the ER having my appendix removed.  Shortly after being allowed to return to my normal activities I started to do art again.  In late May I agreed to show as part of the downtown artwalk.  As I worked on pieces I found a new cafe to spend my time and was also offered the chance to do a mural, which is still a work in progress.  The more time I spent in the cafe the more the owner tried to get me to work there.  One day I was meeting with J to discuss the mural and she introduced me to P and B. (I'm only going to use first initials because I don't feel the need to share full names publically)  I was immediately drawn to P.  A couple weeks later I quit my job as a graphic designer.  I was sick of the way I was being treated there and constantly being unhappy.  Next thing you know I'm dying my hair crazy colors again and working at the cafe I had been enjoying.  I have a lot more bills now.  Luckily I paid off my car a few weeks before all this happened.  Now I'm even more in debt because of medical bills and making about half of what I was before.  Overall I am a happier person.  I'm enjoying life more and meeting new people.  I get to hear amazing stories from customers now and then.

I'm really not sure what pushed me to make all the changes, but I am definitely a happier person because of it.  I've also switched to a vegetarian diet this month and I've been trying to find time for yoga.  I'm not sure of where I should look in order to join a psychic development group, but I do like the idea.

Once again thank you for your time.

Namaste

Songstress,

You are welcome both for my reading and my friendship.

Are the medical bills continuing to mount up, in spite of you having already gone under the surgeon's scalpel to remove your appendix?

Or are you still paying off your original medical bills in the form of regular instalments?

The fact that you feel a happier person within yourself as a result of taking what amounts to a huge leap of faith into the virtual unknown on your part in giving up your job as a graphics designer and resurrecting your artistic talents (and making only half the money doing it, compared to what you earned before) only once again demonstrates that having more money than you need does not necessarily bring one lasting happiness.

Often having more money than you will ever need, only produces more serious problems than it ever solves.

On the other hand having enough money to live reasonable comfortably, plus having enough left over in reserve for doing what is important to us in our lives is critical to your survival on many levels (not just at the physical survival level).

I wish you good health and increased happiness and success during the many years still ahead of you.

L&L,

EoT

I'm having trouble paying for my medical bills.  They haven't added any more to the amount I owe.  Luckily most of it was covered by my insurance.  In all honesty, I have a problem with forgetting I have them because of other things.

Today I talked with someone about renting one of their lofts.  They're giving me a discounted price because I'm a friend, but it's still something new I'm taking on.  I need to move out of my parents and live on my own again.  I'm trying to get everything balanced out.  Sometimes I wish I could consolidate every debt I have into one bill so I only have one payment to worry about.

I think maybe I need to start with selling things I do not need anymore.  Things that are distracting me from doing other things.  Maybe now would be a great time to simplify my life as I start my venture into being a vegetarian and practicing yoga.