Please if any one could do a reading request for me with the next 24 hours I would be so grateful. My heart feels so heavy and things just aren't as they should be. I am struggling in more than one way but trying to hold on. I have a few issues actually so I am going to let it all out there. I feel like the Goddess is guiding me to receive a reading that will let me she reality. I need that know. In fact the Goddess is guiding me as I write now. I am in a bad place at home. For privacy reasons I can't say publicly how bad or just what it is honestly. I need to know what must realistically be done to change my situation. Next up I am self employed and just got a new contract ans was wondering how successful will that be. Should I still seek out other contracts or will this one have me covered as long as I need it? I also feel like the goddess is going me to be a professional psychic and some other helping professions also. Am I on the right path in that? I am trying to attend school also and I can't afford to pay for it. Will something come up so I can afford it? Should I postpone school til next year? Then there is my love life. My boyfriend may have to move away and in that I think I feel like we are meant to be so it may work it self out but I am really worried. We are long distance and because of the economy can't see each other much. Is there any messages I need to hear on the situation between the two of us and our relationship in general?



Yes I know I am asking for a lot. If this reading can't be done soon I understand. It would just help. Seriously I am not sleeping like at all..

You urgently need to contact a qualified professional who is trained to be able to help you take whatever measures are required to remove you from a situation which has now become untenable and must not be allowed to continue. I sense that you are in real danger if you stay there any longer, but must not give in to the temptation to do something too drastic or potentially dangerous by believing that it must all be done in the next 24 hours. In many such cases women are forced into continuing to put up with the constant abuse and degradation because they are not financially independent of the perpetrator, or may place themselves in further peril when the offending party realities that their power over you to force you to stay is weakening. Be sure that you have some place to go to where you are safe and if possible enlist the help of a sympathetically member of your own family who can be trusted not to reveal your location to the person whom you are escaping from. This is not to be used as a substitute for you seeking professional help and advice with this situation for which you are in no way responsible or deserving of, but should only be used in combination with good professional care and guidance. And YES there is a way out of this sorry position which you are currently in and there IS a much better and happier life waiting for you once this is all over, but you cannot and were never expected to cope with it all entirely by yourself. There are plenty of people and organizations and the law just waiting for you to ask for help, and ready to do whatever they are able to support you in your bid for freedom and restoring your sense of self confidence and self respect which have both been severely traumatized as a result of the cruel and inhuman treatment which you have been subjected to over an extended period of time.



It is far too early to say how successful or otherwise this contract will be, but it would be most unwise of you not to at the same time seek out other contracts as a backup or contingency plan should this contract not come up to your expectations, and leave your business with a financial shortfall which you are not able to compensate for without having to heavily cut into your reserve funds, or get yourself and it into further debt from which it could potentially be next to impossible to recover from. No contract will have you "covered as long as you need it", especially when being self employed the total burden of responsibility for you business either floating or drowning rests entirely on your own shoulders.  



Yes you will eventually use your psychic and in particular healing abilities to help people, but your top priority now is to ensure your future financial security. I do not see you setting yourself up as a professional psychic and giving up your other job or business. I feel that eventually your psychic work and your job will come together. But at present unless you get your business settings right, none of this will be possible over the longer term so do not try pushing yourself to do both at the same time, as your money and available energies must not be spread too thin or all your hopes and plans for both your self employed business and being able to use your spiritual abilities to relieve the pain and suffering of others are highly likely to come crashing down around your ears.



Do not passively wait for "something to come up". You must take active and carefully planned measures to get the necessary funds to be able to continue your education. You must somehow afford it, through careful planning and once again consulting qualified professionals (or if your finances are strained as I think that they might very well be) a trusted family member, friend or depending on what services are available in your local area to support you in doing this. You do not have the luxury of being able to pin all of your hopes for getting the money on getting a scholarship or winning a major prize in a lottery draw. You must take your life and future in your own hands, and get out there and do whatever you are able to help yourself, with the added help of people who are experienced in such matters and whom can become your most valuable resource when you start believing that all hope is gone.



It is not yet set in stone that your boyfriend will necessarily have to move a long distance away from you, either now or over the next year or so. But if and/or when he does need to move, you may have to decide whether you will follow him, if indeed you are destined to be, love and work together either as a business or doing some type of psychic or spiritual work. I am at a definite disadvantage in being able to tell you any more about whether or not your feelings that you are meant to eventually work together as a loving couple, as I am unable to read him directly because of the well known third party restriction or forum rule which prohibits this from happening.

Yes love often finds a way through any problem, but once again as before you must both sit down and put your heads together and start coming up with contingency plans, so that if he must move you will be well prepared before the really big decisions need to be made. Your reading closes with the advice that decisions which are made in haste and too many at the same time often lead to even more problems for you in the future, in addition to the existing ones which are currently occupying your every waking hour. You must make these decisions if you are going to achieve anything which you feel is important to you in your life, but hurried or rushed ones rarely if ever turn out anywhere near as well as they might have if you had not forced everything along according to your own ro\igid time schedule.

THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR YOU TO START PANICKING.

IT IS A TIME FOR YOU TO TAKE DELIBERATE AND CAREFULLY PLANNED STEPS TOWARDS CREATING A SAFER, HAPPIER, MORE LOVING AND MORE SUCCESSFUL LIFE FOR YOURSELF, BUT ONLY WITH THE HELP AND SUPPORT OF QUALIFIED PROFESSIONALS AND TRUSTED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS. YOU DESERVE NOTHING LESS THAN THAT!

All the help and support which you will need to get out of these "multiple emotional black holes" is only waiting for you to ask for that help and support.

SO PLEASE ASK THE RIGHT PEOPLE FOR THAT HELP AND SUPPORT, ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!  

Love, Light and Healing,

EoT