Sweet,
Now that I am once more back online, and in the light of me not being able to make absolute and reliable predictions with regards to what might happen within the next six months, this reading will instead be focused exclusively on the part of your request which read as follows.........
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| What do i need to do/know so i could be a catalyst in making this change take better direction. |
I could not have come up with a better question on which to base a reading, if I had asked it myself. This immediately shows my inner guidance that you are taking responsibility for creating a better future for yourself mainly through your own efforts, and are understandably wanting to have a greater understanding about the aspects of your personality which could potentially be acting against you making your dreams come true.
You are clearly not content to be a passive spectator in your life who is willing to leave everything to chance and the next random turn of the Wheel Of Fortune, and your courage and determination to actively create a better life for yourself often in the face of adverse factors which could have easily destroyed a lesser person than yourself, are to be admired and respected and you given the credit which is due to someone who has always done their best with the cards which she has been given in this lifetime.
The only thing which I can confidently predict with any reasonable degree of reliability about how the the immediate future (the next six months) is likely to turn out is that the changes which you have been experiencing both within yourself and in your outer world are about to bear much positive fruit, as a just and fitting reward for all the personal and professional sacrifices which you have made up until now, to allow you to get this far.
Your two key action words for approximately the next six months according to your reading are
CONSOLIDATION - which is a tying up of loose ends and a bringing together of all the extra self knowledge and new interpersonal skills you have been developing over the last few months to years and
DIVERSIFICATION - which means that you need to broaden your vision and develop more skills in areas which you so far have not placed much of your attention and energies because they were previously being used in more urgent and more economically important directions in helping you to earn an honest living.
Contrary to many readings based upon similar questions to your own, it appears to be not so much that there are actually that many aspects of your personality which are holding you back from realizing your full potential, but rather the message is one of enhancing the positive, life affirming ones which you already possess in large amounts.
In other words it is not so much what is "wrong" with you by your own standards which needs to be looked at more deeply over the next six months as part of some type of self guilt and self blame game (as there is not in reality that much which is wrong with you by the Universe's standards). Between now and early January 2012 is more about maximizing the potential of all the good thing which there are already about you, and harnessing your energies and enthusiasm for life in a manner which most helps you to grow both as a spiritual and human being at the same time.
The next six months will be "interesting" for you - challenging and never boring. Closing old outgrown doors of opportunity, to allow you to open new and exciting ones as your life experience and self confidence inevitably grow as time moves forwards. That is of course if you do not stop taking calculated risks to get what you most want in life (not doing something silly or dangerous) or surrender to your self doubts and natural anxieties that your best efforts may not be good enough.
You have quite a lot going or working in your favour, if this reading is seen as being any reliable indicator of what you are capable of doing, when you put both your mind and heart fully into it.
Loving regards,
EoT
