So many good things have happened in the last two years and I am very excited for what's ahead. If anyone is available to do a reading, I'd gratefully appreciate it!

Hello Marlena,

I would like to be one of the first to welcome you back to Mystic Boards.

It is so refreshing for me to meet someone who is excited about what may possibly lie ahead for her in the way of new opportunities for personal and spiritual growth and development in the future. And I feel when reading between the lines of what you have written here that your excitement is in spite of the many significant challenges which you have faced with such inner strength and courage over the previous two years.

Your ability to at least temporarily filter out your negative experiences during this period as well as at the same time emphasizing and magnifying your positive ones in your subconscious mind has already and will continue to carry you far and closer towards even greater and more exciting things, not that much further along the time line as you might presently imagine that it will be.

Most readings I give on this forum are a complex mixture of positives and negatives, but yours being so optimistic and upbeat may be one of the rare exceptions to this general rule. It is at least 90% in the right and increasingly happy direction. How much of this is feeling of joy being caused by the positive psychological, healing effect which the wording of your request had on this reader, only time will tell. Are you aware that you are putting out such a strong healing energy into your surroundings, that I can feel it all the way over here in Australia?

Over those two years especially but it has been to some degree the same during the earlier years of your life, you have often been the person in your family or close circle of friends who others are attracted to because you are a "fixer" (in the absence of a better word for it). I do not mean that you are necessarily particularly good at fixing electrical household appliances (although I would not be surprised if you were above average), but if people want to be listened to without interruption or judgement and be offered sensible practical solutions to their many problems, you appear to be the person for them to consult and seek good, solid advice from with regards to helping them decide what is the best thing for them to do from then on.

You are in addition to this highly empathic, which unfortunately means that you not only pick up on or tune into everyone else's positive thoughts and emotions around you, but you also tend to absorb their negative thoughts and emotions like a type of psychic sponge. Indeed you are so good at taking on their negative thought energies that it is often difficult for you to separate or discern which of your feelings belong to you, and which belong to them. If you ever chose to become a healer in the usual sense of the meaning word, you would need to fairly quickly learn to separate the two more clearly from each other, or lose your effectiveness as a healing channel.

Whether you decide to become a practicing healer or not in the future must remain entirely your decision to make. This reading is not forcing you to do anything. It is only trying to make you more aware of your largely still latent healing abilities, or to offer you options for the future which you may or may not never have already considered. If you do not go ahead and establish a healing sanctuary, you could still accomplish much of a positive and healing and nurturing and supportive nature in the lives of others close to you in spite of not wanting to formally set yourself up as a healer. Actually that last statement could be according to this reading your best bet in the long run. While you are such a strong healer or fixer, you are also humble and do not like to attract too much attention to the many good god works which you do.

It is vitally important that whatever your choice turns out to be, that you will continue to avoid unnecessarily exhausting your own vital energies or life force in the process. Absorbing everyone's negative thoughts and emotions day in and day out can leave you totally depleted and lacking in any further motivation to live the rest of your life as you see fit to.

Finding the most workable balance for you between helping others and helping yourself is going to be I feel a significant and ongoing challenge for you for the remaining years of your current life time (of which apparently there are still many more to go). Don't overdo what is in itself a very wonderful and precious thing which you are capable of in the way of helping others to the point that it leaves nothing in reserve your own fuel tank at the end of yet another busy and hectic day.

My final observation is that I am increasingly both on this website as well as on others I read on meeting larger numbers of potential healers or fixers than ever before. It is as though the present depleted state of this planet and the human psyche is bringing healers or fixers out in staggering numbers, because of the great and urgent need for what of great value and good they can offer the rest of us fallible human beings (which they are as well).

The world appears to be currently experiencing an explosive virtual invasion of healers and fixers, although if you asked most of them if they were aware of or were even interested to know that they are a healer or fixer, they would probably feel so embarrassed about the whole thing that they would tell you nicely to shove off, and leave them in peace. There are definitely a lot of closet healers and fixers around here lately, if my readings are to be seen as being a reliable indicator of their rapidly escalating numbers. You Marlena, could well be amongst them.

Love, Light and Peace to you and your family and your friends,

EoT (male)

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