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| I want to know when my career will take off. I am a medical doctor, but I have not gotten residency yet, and I am only in small jobs now. When will I get the medical residency? |
It is probably of very little comfort to you as you wait for what must seem to you to be an eternity to get your residency, but you are without any doubt much more fortunate than than many of your fellow citizens who are quickly getting the message that the society in which they live does not either want or need them or their services. Small jobs are clearly better than having no job, although they are probably nowhere near as exciting or challenging to a person who like yourself appears to be out to prove herself and her abilities at any cost.
Whether this is unintentional or not I cannot say through this reading, but you come over to me as someone who is performance driven, and who measures her own self worth by how much money and fame she attracts. There is nothing wrong with you having enough money to pay your bills and live reasonably comfortably, and there is nothing wrong with you being ambitious to a degree and wanting to have your achievements recognized by your peers, but with due respect reading between the lines of what you have written in your request, your need to obtain your residency seems to go beyond what I would have normally expected on average from a person in a similar situation to your own.
Or it could simply be that you are unknowingly putting out the wrong messages, and are actually nothing like being the person whom you come over to me as being.
When I was looking at your posting, the Tarot card called The Chariot immediately came to my inner mind as best representing your outward or apparent personality.
I always compare this card to the driver of a motor vehicle who has both the accelerator/throttle and brake pedals simultaneously pushed completely flat to the floor most of the time. One part of you is saying go, go, go, and the other part of you is saying perhaps you should stop trying so hard and just stop, as if you continue to act in this manner others will progressively raise their expectations with regards to what they will expect of you in the future to such high levels that you feel that you could never meet them. And so it seems better to that hesitant part of you to just stop and not give anyone cause to raise your bar?
Within the next six months, I feel based upon this reading alone that your chances of getting your residency in the exact hospital of your choice is fairly average (50%), but that the probability that you might be warded one in an alternate institution which may not have the same high status and reputation of the one which you would have preferred to work for or at is significantly higher than 50%. If you are already familiar with the phrase of you becoming a bigger fish in a slightly smaller pond, you would be getting the same message which I am from the energies I see around you at present.
The reasoning appears to be that if you were a big fish in a smaller pond, that you might not put as much pressure on yourself to perform at unrealistically high standards, as you would have if you had instead been employed at the hospital which you had originally had your sights upon. Within those six months it is impossible to put a more exact time frame on when you are likely to get any residency this year, but the advice coming through is not to put all your energies in getting your residency only to the hospital you most want to work for.
There are other institutions which are still perfectly worthy of your attention and consideration, but which could almost equally serve the function of both increasing your self confidence and helping to solve your cash flow problems now and in the future. Status and money are not everything. How much you are helping your patients and in the process growing as both a spiritual as well as a human being count much more in your favour when your time on Earth is finally over.
Wishing you a happy and successful residency at the hospital where it is in your own and your patient's best interests and most positive for your personal and spiritual development for you to work.
Regards,
EoT
