Thank you Eye of Tiger for your kind words and encouragement to keep moving forward.

Various things in my life have "challenged" me yet I try to be positive and treat others as I want to be treated.

As far as my husband being my soul mate it makes me cringe    to think I would have picked someone as negative, verbally abusive, and just nasty as he turned into approximately four years into our marrage....YIKES!!  My love for him has been gone for years and I'm ready to move on even if it means having to pay him spousal support to be out from the abuse.

I have not only dreamt, but have had two readers tell me that I will be married a second time and that union will be what I have wanted for a long time now - loving, peaceful, protective of each other, trustworthy, compliment each other, respectful, etc.  So now I pray and ask for my path to be cleared so this can happen.

Thank you again and may you have many blessings bestowed upon you.

AutumnRose  

Dear Rose,

It is always my pleasure to do so, and my main reason for coming here.

I wanted to thank you for both your response on this forum as well as I hope that you do not mind me mentioning for your much appreciated private message, and sincere note of appreciation for my ongoing efforts on your behalf through my readings.

My admiration and respect for you knows no bounds, and your positive attitude and clearly visible inner strength should act as a source of encouragement and inspiration to other women who have equally been badly mistreated by the person who promised to love her most.

Unfortunately we do not get to consciously chose our soul mates, so please do not beat up on yourself for something which you never did, or had any control over in the first place.

It is always easier said than done (and you are the only person who can do it), but you are being challenged to take what new abilities and increased self respect for yourself which you developed under the highly adverse situation in which you found yourself while married to this man in what sadly ended up as a marriage in law only, and use it as a positive healing tool in order to get your emotional life back on track once again.

Plus to be able to learn much of lasting practical value about whom you really are deep down in the process, which will in turn better equip you for future challenges which may be placed in your path (there will never be a shortage of challenges, but you will equally never have a shortage of inner strength to be able to match them).  

Loving regards from someone who is indeed fortunate to feel that he is listed amongst your many loyal internet friends. Never feel that you need to do this all by yourself. There are plenty of us out here, barracking for you as hard as we are able to do, some of us from the other side of the planet. Our psychic connection is independent of the physical distance between each of us.

God bless,

eye_of_tiger